Cocoinunderland

What’s on your mind?
          	
          	
          	Everything that contains nothingness and nothingness that is everything.
          	       
          	                
          	           
          	              
          	                
          	. Hello .

Cocoinunderland

My dog died Monday and my heart is literally being broken into tiny fragments and no place to put them so they just shatter on the ground.
          
          I keep looking at his picture and what is left of my heart skips a beat as my body tenses and the gut feeling wrenches my stomach around.
          
          I'm just so glad I got one last kiss and one last short afternoon with just you and me buddy. I'm glad we spent the last few hours of your life together and as painful as it was, I wouldn't change it. I would be with you no matter what Harry. 
          
          
          I miss you SO much Bear
          So so so much
          I love you
          I miss you
          Rest In Peace 
          My sweet Harry❤️

Cocoinunderland

I just told my dad something I never thought I would have to tell him and I feel drained and mutilated on the inside
          And I can't take the words back.
          Why did I say anything
          More importantly
          Why did I do everything so that I had to say something
          I want to catch my words
          
          "It would settle my stomach knots
          While unwinding tangled puppet strings
          That you had strung onto my thoughts 
          And my multitudinous things" -Me