Sometimes I think about life and why I was put in this world and I think more than living, I don't think it's the opportunity for this but actually I vent by making stories where most of them are sad, I wrote some of my traumas but still don't feel good, even if it's a character that doesn't suffer that gives me pain since I'm writing that the person suffers a lot and that person is innocent, I feel guilty... A lot of guilt, I want to find another way to vent that is not hurting myself or hurting another person, my tears are seas writing this, I wonder why I was born, I am just a nuisance, music is the only thing that makes me feel better, I wonder every day what would have happened if Nmixx had not appeared in my life and more Lily...