Elle

If depression had a flavor, it would be raisins

I've been gone for a while. So life update, I moved out of my parent's, and I got married. So, that's insane.

I'm 20 today. So that feels, weird. 

Hard to believe that 2024 is over in a few hours...

My boyfriend to his cat: "you yellin at me 'cause you're cold? Bitch you have fur"

He continues to help me live out all the lovely things I dream about. 

In a world and a life that made me lose myself, he finally, finally helped me find myself 

His love is indescribable. Overwhelming, amazing, so perfect. Its everything, he is my everything 

Me: simply existing, trying to take better care of myself
          
          My boyfriend: continues to be my biggest fucking cheerleader and will constantly remind me how proud of me he is 

The way he looks at me. God, the way he looks at me. As if I am the most beautiful person he's ever seen. As if I am perfection walking. Such love and admiration in his eyes. Oh, the way he looks at me, as if nothing else around us matters.