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Aright so I'm back. I'm back for good. Wattpad is a part of my life that I don't want to give up. It opened me up to such an amazing community of people. I just wanted to say thank you for my followers help all of you hold a special place in my heart. Thank you to everyone that left a message in my inbox giving me a small boost in my confidence. You guys don't know how much your support really means to me. I couldn't have gotten through none of this with out the help of my supporters, my friends, my family. Shit I'm in tears.
I didn't realize how much of you could have related to me. I didn't realize how much of you been through, or is currently going through the loss of a parent. I am going to find my passion to write again fam. I'm recovering this time. And this time in my recovery I'm not gonna give up.
I've done things in the past that I regret, I've hurt many many people in the way of growing up and I am sincerely sorry. I'm tired of being that girl that some people look down on because of my past actions. I'm going to change. I'm going into a center...where I will get the help I need. I will be there for a few hours than I will leave. It'll be like that every day.
Some of you out there shared your stories with me, and it really touched my heart. And it hurts me to know that a lot of you feel like me, like you are unwanted at some point, like your unworthy of living, like your life had became utterly pointless because every day you have to be reminded of your past mistakes.
I just want you guys to know that I am here for u, I will ALWAYS be here for you guys. I know how you feel and I know its tough but trust me it will get better. It is easier said than done, but we can make it work.
I LOVE YOU GUYS, like always
-Til next time