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AH-! Sheet! She (my best friend, whose best friend I am not anymore to) randomly decided to message me how it went at the Vappu festar

As someone who felt incredibly dysphoric, I would cry myself often to sleep wishing I was a guy, had hard time relating to other girls, didn't like feminine stuff, I was dead set I was trans(non-bi to be specific). Now years laters I've stumbled upon this one video
          
          https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DJGPozTNUK4
          
          And I would recommend everyone to watch it but especially girls.
          
          My only criticism of this video is that unfortunately some professionals don't know what's best for the patient, because of the lack of talk about gender dysphoria and misconceptions trough history. Either being way too harsh to dysphoric patient and dismissing it or giving into it too easily out of good intentions, social pressure and ends up going with the logic as Tiktok does.
          
           I really wish instead of turning to transitioning during discomfort, we would talk more about fighting back against body and social discomfort, and learning how to be comfortable in the uncomfortable cuz it really does pay back even if it's hard.

Literally my only two moods:
          
          ''I cannot sleep, I must experience all and everything, I must experience all of this hurt, joy and anger, and embrace this gift God gave called life while I'm this dirt ball for a short time, I must learn everything of this gifts complexities and I cannot waste six years sleeping practicing for death''
          
          ''Please God, I'm just an inconvenience, just let me sleep.''

For some reason I've a picture of my girl classmates taking a picture together in the middle of the same night they were being obnoxiously loud at a hotel while I was having a headache for three hours right next room (they didn't know the headache part which I forgive, but come on, it's a fucking hotel)

I miss her like she was my ex.

I GOT AN HAIRCUT TODAY AND I LOVE IT RAHHHHHHH

For some reason I've always hated the word ''comfort [insert something]'' But I do have to give it up to ''God, The Devil and Bob'' show for making these last few afternoons for me a bliss

When they say they have unpopular opinions so you hear them out and it's the most common one you've heard, while you hold opinions that would get your ass beaten by a gang 

Sigh, I miss my androgys era.. I'll go back again >:^)

Just found a weird ass show on youtube and the name 'Allan Cumming' jumpscared me OF COURSE the children show has a Cabaret creator as the starring