ColbysPrincess14

I am going to be using the name Lennox here on wattpad. The name Lennox is a Scottish name and it is unisex, even though you guys by now know I'm a girl, I just think putting this over my work it means I'm putting a name into it,, and I can't use my real name. So this is my conclusion. Lennox means, "with many elms" I cannot change my wattpad username so if you see this you can use the username to talk to me with or this name. 

mactinus_seavey

Hi sister ..long time no see. I was wondering.. Could u go read my can i fall in love book please? I wanna update it but idk what to do with it. Also if you read the story first then read the AN ..it'll make sense. 
          
          Keep in mind.. Some parts may be dirty ..you can skip past if you uncomfortable with them

Books_by_Iris

@mactinus_seavey Hii, still sister. This account you messaged me on is unfortunately no longer running. I lost the password for it and don't remember. But I would love to check out your book! If you need anything you can talk to me on my second account (the one I'm replying to you with) 
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LeDumbass0183

I know this is TOTALLY irrelevant and unprofessional, but I thought that maybe I could make a new cover for "She is off limits" (the Colby Brock fanfic) and send it to you through email? I'm a really good editor and it would make the story seem more appealing. I hope you reply to this soon! Have a good day/night!!!! (I'm in Arkansas, I don't know if it's day or night where you are )

LeDumbass0183

@ColbysAnime that is completely fine! If you wanted to make a different Google account that'd be fine or just ghost me, I'd be fine with that. Have a good day!!!
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Books_by_Iris

@LeDumbass0183 hello, this account you messaged on is no longer working. So I am replying to you on my second account. Unfortunately I would not be able to do that, I am not able to share information like that about myself to people I do not know. Otherwise I would totally say yes! Anyway I hope you have a fantastic day/night.
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ColbysPrincess14

I am going to be using the name Lennox here on wattpad. The name Lennox is a Scottish name and it is unisex, even though you guys by now know I'm a girl, I just think putting this over my work it means I'm putting a name into it,, and I can't use my real name. So this is my conclusion. Lennox means, "with many elms" I cannot change my wattpad username so if you see this you can use the username to talk to me with or this name. 

ColbysPrincess14

I WAS LOST, THEN FOUND.
          
          I was in a relationship that made me feel lost, I didn't know who I was anymore, I lost who I was. I closed myself off and I didn't talk to people. Then I found her, a beautiful goddess sent to me for all the best reasons. I was lost, then found. I started talking with the goddess, I got to learn more about her, then found a missing piece of myself. I was lost, then found. As I started talking to her more I started to slowly find myself again. I started to feel like I was genuinely happy. I was lost, then found. I was found by her, the girl who makes me a better me. The girl that is always there for me. The girls I share inside jokes with. And the girl I've grown to love. I was lost, then found...
          
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          I want to make this a book. But nobody is on here anymore, and I don't know if people would read it. If it helps I can explain the plot, and tell you about the characters. But it's hard to wanna post anything when there isn't anyone to read it..

mactinus_seavey

So ..when you gonna make me an aunt *smiles*
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mactinus_seavey

@ColbysPrincess14 ill read it ..if you make it ill read it. Im so happy for your ❤ im happy you found yourself again
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kimmyloves_fusco

@ColbysPrincess14  it's nice to feel replaced 
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ColbysPrincess14

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I am officially taken by a very amazing and beautiful girl. She does not have wattpad but imma do a lil talk here cuz yes. I met my girlfriend at the beginning of this school year. I was pretty sure I scared her when we first met, and she was super shy.      Thanks to me doing Drama I got the chance to get to know her. I didn't know right away that I liked her but I know I felt something. Then about four weeks ago I relized that I liked her more than a friend. I started getting nervous to see her in the morning and then I just got exited. The butterflies started showing up again, and I started to feel happy. Like genuinely happy.        I think the next week after that. Something happened to me that scared me and I do not feel comfortable sharing. But she was there to help me. The feelings started getting bigger. There was so many times I almost just told her I like her. But I was scared that she wasn't going to feel the same way. So skip ahead to last week on Tuesday.       She said that she liked me. I feel horrible because I thought I had a horrible reaction. I was just suprised she liked me back, and didn't expect it at all.  I had thought all the week before that I wanted to take her to homecoming. So the next day after she confessed I did too and asked her to homecoming.  Thanks to her I had so much fun that I was distracted and all the bullshit wrong in my life was just suddenly gone. I seriously love this girl, and I know it's too early, but I really do love her ❤.

mactinus_seavey

@ColbysPrincess14 its okay ..im glad your happy and discovered yourself
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ColbysPrincess14

@mactinus_seavey and I should have updated you, but I've just been so busy 
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mactinus_seavey

@ColbysPrincess14 awwwwwwww ....im so happy for you❤ I remember your bf..kick him goodbye ...im so happy you found someone...and took her to homecoming :) ❤❤
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ColbysPrincess14

Soo hi, um I am bisexual, and I thought I should show it more. But also come out to you all. I don't know if ut will change anything but it's time I be proud of myself, and be myself. I'm still me though.. I know you guys don't really know me. But some of you have a good idea. 

ColbysPrincess14

@mactinus_seavey you're gonna make me cryyyy I love you too :,)
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mactinus_seavey

And no..I wont look at you any different. You are my best friend, my sister, my credit card stealer, my holy water twin, okay you get the point...but I still think of you as my sister. I love you❤
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ColbysPrincess14

Because the boring old me wasn't good enough for you.
          
          This quote from glee tugs at my heart, maybe it's because I've felt like I wasn't good enough for anyone, or maybe because I don't like myself. Or it's both, either way it sticks with me. And yeah people will tell me that I am good enough. How do I feel like I'm even close to being good enough when all he wanted me for was my body? How am I supposed to feel good enough when she ignored me for weeks and then left without warning? How the hell am I supposed to feel like I'm good enough when he cheated?  How am I supposed to feel good enough when the people I thought would be there for me weren't, or they just made me feel worse? 

kimmyloves_fusco

@ColbysPrincess14 omg baby you still have me you know that 
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