Верховный лидер

“You always told how you felt, you were more social!” You fucking pushed me to do those shit. “What goes on in the house, stays inside the house!” Okay so I can’t go on telling how I feel to others? “I love you” I only love you as a lie “Pull the break if mama goes unconscious okay?” No, I’d rather be in a car crash than save you “Why are you being so secretive over your gadget??” You get mad at everything I say, I can’t do what I want without you saying ‘oh you can’t do that!’ I can’t speak without you saying ‘Don’t say that!’ I can’t wear what I’m comfortable with without you saying ‘what will people think about you?’ I CAN’T MOVE WITHOUT YOU SAYING ‘Act like a lady!’ BEING A FUCKING WOMAN IS THE MAIN REASON WHY I FUCKING HATE YOU. YOU TELLME TO EAT LESS, TO EXERCISE MORE, YOU WANTED ME TO PUT ON THE WORLDS MOST UNCOMFORTABLE CORSET RIP-OFF JUST TO STRAIGHTEN MY POSTURE 
          I WOULDN’T EVEN BE ALIVE IF I HADN’T LIED TO MYSELF, I WOULDN’T BE ABLE TO FUCKING LOVE ANYONE ELSE WITHOUT LYING TO MYSELF THEIR MY FRIEND ITS ALWAYS LYING THAT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THE SOLUTION

(Love journal for two characters, this is not the beginning of the song but it’s quite adorable as I say. This is (not telling characters name)’s response or well their thoughts of (2nd character name)
          
          Their skin felt like soft feathers brushing against my very hands, pale like snow yet so warm
          For I wished I had bled for the sigh I’ve breathed from them, yet they too know it.
          Their hands grazing my face as my weight was in their palms. How could they be so clueless? Fair skin to tear, heart to hurt, trust to betray. Are they aware of this?
          
          They could ruin me
          
          I seem to notice them getting closer to my face, I could only brace for impact for only to receive a—oh
          It is apparent that I’ve welcomed a kiss to my… nose. I’ve felt myself get warm, what was this feeling?
          
          They pulled away leaving me wanting more yet silence filled the air for Houndstruff was fulfilled, their laughter rang like the beautiful soft jingles of a bell as they dared rewarded me with a smile as if to praise me for trusting them.
          I could barely see those golden rays of sun for their eyelids rest, a look of consideration, maybe awe.
          
          “You are truly a skittish rabbit, yet trustful as an injured crow”
          
          Moons…they dare reclaim my cold hands, warmth radiating.
          Silence was a reminder of the reminiscing moment we both shared, hound and hare never go well together but for us we vowed to never be predator and prey.

Part two of A Milestone Met will be published, but don’t expect good writing for my motivation has been lowered but I shall push myself to give you guys a short chapter for what will happen, I might update it some time soon but for now please enjoy part two

Hello again dear townsfolk, currently 9:37 PM in my area, I’m staying awake for a Parthenon project but after this I’ll try and keep up with some work I missed on A Milestone Met

Oh townsfolk! Here my call for I have a story to tell, for ancient tales have been lost we roam the lands our ancestors of tribes and clans have one roamed.
          This is the tale of The Day The Sun Darkened, a war waged when their prey was scarce. The three mighty clans gifted of Lion, Leopard, and Tiger meet upon a great cliff, the clan blessed by the pride, strength, and power of the Lions named Rising Sun stood atop of the rocky cliff for they rule the lands.
          Their leader; Sirem Gold, prideful and one to rage declared “We should have the prey! For my clan were blessed by the great sun to a promise of power and destiny to reign over the rest!”
          The clan blessed by the stealth and strength of the Leopards named Swift Wind roared with rage, their leader; Kalem Winds stepped forth yeowling “I disagree, my clan should have the prey! For we hunt like the harsh winds, attack with stealth, we are the most tactical in the lands!”
          A roar erupted for the clan bless by the ruthlessness, sight, and intimidation of the tigers; Blood Land clan, their leader; Jusle Throat pounced forward with fire in their eyes as they roared “Blood Land Clan shall be the one to have the prey, for we were blessed with the sight in the darkest of nights, we hunt when prey are asleep! You shall bow to us before your guts will be spilled upon the lands we will rule!”

Very fucked up but at the same time very confusing.
          My mom introduced to me vapes, let me try some…a lot of times
          And now that I think of it…SHE’S GONNA MAKE ME A FUCKING VAPE ADDICT LIKE HER, SHE BUYS 2 VAPES A WEEK AND FUCK MY ATE ALSO LETS ME TRY IT OUT AND OH BOY HOW FUCKED UP IS THIS SITUATION??

Ahaha, fuck my schedule the second part of A Miltestone Met will probably come out either this year or next year in 2025 so uhm, ye my schedules fucked up and I feel like laying in bed with my headphones on, opened curtains as it’s dim and raining outside but I will sadly never experience that scenario so for now I’ll draw T-T

At times you fall in love with a light- lets say a flame, love if you see it.
          But sometimes that flame can grow and hurt, it hurts me most of the time. We all know it should stop, but at the same time I don’t want it to stop because that flame- love feels so real until you push yourself to stay away from it. 3 times that flame has burnt my skin and left a mark, when will I learn? Dunno, fires dangerous but sweet. I’ll keep rolling my dice and wait until it’s a natural 20, maybe now, maybe later, maybe soon, maybe years far.

So, you guys know that one big scar I have right? Now  that it’s KINDA healing now I’m hearing thoughts going “open it, open it, open it” as if I’m in a void with a bunch of cultist chanting some weird shit
          OPEN WHAT?! A FUCKING PORTAL TO THE BLOOD DIMENSION??

не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не хорошо, не нормально, все хорошо! я в полном порядке!