ColeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeXD

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well my name is Colebee but just call me cole please. I'm fourteen years old.
          	I love music of any kind its like my escape. I also love to surf, and be by the ocean, I love any and all animals.
          	I'm gay, I spent my entire life, trying to pretend I wasn't ad hated gay's because of my dad, whose name was also Colebee.  My dad is bi and is NOT  good person. He abused me, my brothers, my mother, and my baby sister. Then he left us all for a man.
          	
          	I'm sorry to all those who I hurt okay? I just don't know how to express myself I guess. I never knew how to handle the shit at home so I just took it out on other people. Truth is, I was scared of being gay. I was scared that I was going to be like  my dad. When I was little I thought it was better to be cold and heartless, then to be trusting and naïve. I thought being cold and heartless would keep me from getting hurt. I'm sorry. Really I am.

gudeeks

@ColeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeXD you should be damn proud of yourself right now! You accepted who you are and that you CAN be different from your dad. Just cos he was horrible to you and your family doesn't mean you have to be. You have to take responsibility and move on from what happened. It might be hard- hell it'll be near impossible for some people- but you're strong and I know that you will be an amazing man someday who'll make someone happy. Kudos to you for expressing yourself in a much better way Cole :) xx

EqualTruth

I know the feeling. I just know the feeling of not being able to
          Expresse yourself. So i self harmed and turned into a major bitch. People hated me an I dont blame them. Till someone changed me. Well 4 people. They are like sisters an the world to me. You seem to have a shity life like I have. Not as bad but pretty shity. You seem like a nice kid and I'm glad you are able to see the light. I'm happy for that:)