ColorOfClay

Who knew you'd be hated for being who you are.

ColorOfClay

@Madden_needs_a_life ah it's ok it's from a song called Hated by Beartooth
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ColorOfClay

Hey, I know everyone has been struggling with what's going on right now, but I seriously am not doing well. I've been having suicidal thoughts again and I don't really know if I'll make it this time. I'm sorry if I'm being a burden again...
          I just don't know what to do. If anyone can spare a few minutes to chat, I'd really appreciate it.

ColorOfClay

@Madden_needs_a_life Thank you. I appreciate that you're trying to help. But with COVID-19 and the lockdowns and quarantines, I've been super stressed. Normally my friends are there to make me feel better, but now I can't even see most of them. I just don't know if I'll be able to do this for much longer.
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ColorOfClay

i hate myself so much im so ugly and disgusting why am i alive

ColorOfClay

@BuRnDaGaYs Thanks, sorry I was just feeling really dysphoric and depressed when i wrote this. Thank you for the support and kind words 
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