My mom left me in the car by myself with the windows rolled down as she went into a Walgreens to pick up some medication for one of my siblings. I fell asleep and woke up in a cold sweat. I felt disgusting because I was literally sweating bullets and I started to have a panic attack. I was crying and trying to calm my breathing as I tried to stop the attack by myself. I was screaming, in my head, for my mom to hurry up and cursing her for not letting me stay home. I was so mad and distressed because my mom works in summer school and doesn't trust me or our neighbors enough to leave me home alone. I always beg her to let me stay home considering leaving the house just makes me want to sleep all through then next day just so I don't have to do it again. Sadly, she still won't budge. My mom eventually came out of the store as I was calming down and opened the door to let me into the cooler outside. I started to calm down and explained what had happened. Once I was calm enough to get back into the car, I buckled myself in and we drove away. But seriously, that was the most emotion I had felt in months. And I don't know how to deal with it. Sorry I just needed to vent.
