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Con15con
Con15con
begging i plea,
listen to me,
hear me out,
i wish to be,
to be better than i am now,
to be smarter,
and braver,
to be better in everyway,
hear my plea,
listen to my heart,
don't hear my mind out,
it will only break me,
listen to my heart,
and know ill be better,
ill try,
im trying.
-your hopeful artist
Con15con
spiraling out of control,
my heart falls to the floor,
the blood fills my mouth as i speak those sharp words,
lies off my tongue,
'i don't love you',
lying to my soul,
my heart left me with no feeling at all,
listening to the pain,
hearing what was once my name,
watching as everyone passes the blame,
but i know,
i know who's to blame for every voice,
every word,
every little thing that ruined me,
that horrible person was me.
-your suicidal artist
Con15con
"I once begged someone to love me as much as I loved them.
It is the saddest thing I've ever done. "
the sorrow in my life being emptied by the numbness cause by the reality that they never will.
they will never love me the same way I love them.
no matter who it is.
when it happens.
or how much I wish it to happen.
they will never love me that much,
that truly,
that sincerely,
without getting anything in return.
I am simply not worth it.
Con15con
sweet sweet pain,
the suicidal child's sunlight,
I'm falling to.
and I don't thing I'll be back up anytime soon.
waiting and waiting,
i find no reason to.
Con15con
@Dichterliebe no, its ok. I'll figure it all out eventually, thank you so much for asking though.
Con15con
@Dichterliebe im not doing ok. theres not a thing i can do about it though. and i really dont know how to explain or talk about it all.
Con15con
fake reasons, fake reasoning.
fake ideas, fake promises.
fake feelings, fake emotions.
fake life, fake living.
or is it real?
I don't know anymore.
i dont even know how to figure it out
Con15con
i got sick of begging people to talk to me,
so i promised myself i would never do it again,
that promise has sprouted into not talking to people much at all,
and the only one i do talk to,
well i beg him to talk to me every time.
i dont know why.
Aang151Rron
Thanks for the follow back
Aang151Rron
Heyyyy this is AANGRRON from discord
Check out my works thanks
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Iza_Achell
@Con15con thanks for the follow and adding my books to your reading list, hope you enjoy them:D