life~is~too~short

Hey, just wanted to ask everyone to please stop reporting me for suicidal ideation and/or harming myself please. 
          I am getting spammed with messages from wattpad. 
          I'm glad whoever you are is worried about me but i'll be ok. I'm doing better now then before, ok?
          
          I am only saying this cause my notifications are going insane and the reporting is making my wattpad glitch like no other. 
          the only thing they do when you report is send a message from wattpad telling me the suicide hotline and chatline (which I already know and have used), and "you will get through this" type stuff. 
          
          It is automated. If you want to reach out i'm more than happy to talk but the reporting doesn't do much. thank you again for caring about me i really appreciate it. and you are really nice for trying. 
          
          I hope you all have a wonderful day

Don't forget who you are,      you aren't a star.
          Don't act like you matter,      remember that made your heart shatter. 
          Don't sit there and imagine them caring,      all they do as you cry is continue staring.
          Don't you see how little they notice you,      I guess you have no clue.
          Don't forget who you are,      you are no star. 
          
                                                                - by your suicidal artist     full poem: "Don't forget who you are"

Thanks for following Con!!!

be with me, 
          be with me, 
          dance with me, 
          sway with me, 
          believe in me, 
          live with me, 
          dream for me, 
          sing for me, 
          worry for me, 
          cry with me, 
          be with me, 
          be with me, 
          all I want you to do baby, 
          its the only thing I want you to do baby, 
          just do it for me baby, 
          I beg you baby, 
          love me.

:∆

begging i plea, 
          listen to me, 
          hear me out, 
          i wish to be, 
          to be better than i am now, 
          to be smarter, 
          and braver, 
          to be better in everyway, 
          hear my plea, 
          listen to my heart, 
          don't hear my mind out, 
          it will only break me, 
          listen to my heart, 
          and know ill be better, 
          ill try,
          im trying. 
          
                                              -your hopeful artist

spiraling out of control, 
          my heart falls to the floor, 
          the blood fills my mouth as i speak those sharp words, 
          lies off my tongue, 
          'i don't love you', 
          lying to my soul, 
          my heart left me with no feeling at all, 
          listening to the pain, 
          hearing what was once my name, 
          watching as everyone passes the blame, 
          but i know, 
          i know who's to blame for every voice, 
          every word, 
          every little thing that ruined me, 
          that horrible person was me. 
          
                                                -your suicidal artist

"I once begged someone to love me as much as I loved them. 
          It is the saddest thing I've ever done. "
          
          the sorrow in my life being emptied by the numbness cause by the reality that they never will. 
          they will never love me the same way I love them. 
          no matter who it is. 
          when it happens. 
          or how much I wish it to happen. 
          they will never love me that much, 
          that truly, 
          that sincerely, 
          without getting anything in return. 
          I am simply not worth it.

sweet sweet pain, 
          the suicidal child's sunlight, 
          I'm falling to. 
          and I don't thing I'll be back up anytime soon. 
          
          waiting and waiting,
          i find no reason to.

fake reasons, fake reasoning. 
          fake ideas, fake promises. 
          fake feelings, fake emotions. 
          fake life, fake living. 
          or is it real?
          
          I don't know anymore. 
          i dont even know how to figure it out