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I HAVE MOVED ACCOUNTS
If you have questions, message me! I will keep this account up for a bit longer if any of my previous followers have any questions.
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Lol okay so I'm thinking about privating all of my stories to refresh my acc and start anew bc I haven't been doing shit for a WHILEEEE and although I am still interested in some things, my attention has shifted to other stuff :,3 So if all of the sudden everything is gone randomly one day, don't worry lol. I'm not deleting anything and will start kicking again ^^; although it may just take a while to be able to ACTUALLY start being more productive here because I have an ✨unmedicated disability called ADHD✨ Anyways ye :,3
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yooo okay so my motivation for writing is ass... ever since I was like "yknow what brain? it's so much easier to just daydream instead of do", I been screwed Ofc my emotionally stability has been slowly but surely declining, so that's not helping :,) BUT I am TRYING to write and that's what matters I also am open to roleplays on RP Nation, and possibly other places too- if anybody would like to, it would definitely help me get back into the swing of things :,3
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ANOTHER IMPORTANT UPDATE!!!
So it turns out Sebastian had been leading me on for several months- he ADMITTED TO IT and I have screenshots- and he had been lying to me about many things. He admitted to being fatalistic about being abusive, admitted to be abusive, and even sounded proud to say so. He was very toxic during our breakup and even tried to guilt trip me and make me think I was the bad guy, when HE was the one putting in way less effort than I was during our 2 1/4 years together. He was self-projecting onto me, blaming ME for HIS OWN shortcomings and misunderstandings- that he, mind you, did not communicate about- and accused me of some downright wild and wrong shit. You'd think after almost 3 years of a relationship that was 100% genuine on my end that he'd know better but apparently he decided to blame ME for HIS fears that he NEVER communicated about when I spent SO LONG trying to fix him and help them get over their people pleasing tendencies. I spent SO MUCH effort, PROMISING and PROVING that it was 100% OKAY to talk to me about ANYTHING and whenever he expressed his opinions, I never gave him backlash that would deter him from doing so again. I was genuine with him, vulnerable with him, I trusted him and I made him gifts and was devoted to him because we both agreed on dating to marry, and he goes and turns around to lead me on, lie to my face, and be ableist and be a whole different person. He thought he needed to be cruel to me to get me to move on, as if I was helpless, when I was already over it and worlds away. Mind you, he NEVER spoke to me about several important things and is only going off of assumptions and self-projection. But yeah, we're broken up for good, and after learning that he's talked behind my back SEVERAL MORE TIMES when he PROMISED ME that he would NEVER do so again, that makes me sad to also realize that I was too blinded by my rose coloured glasses to see the red flag of when he did so the first time. I should have left then.
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SO he is permanently removed from this shared account. He is ableist, manipulative, delusional, abusive, a liar, he's disloyal, and he led me on. This account is now mine and mine only. I may replace him with someone more mature and trustworthy, but then again I could also just keep it to myself and avoid the risk of meeting another Sebastian. But it's more fun to share with friends who actually deserve your love, time, effort, and allat, so idk. We'll see where the flow goes. But yeah, I'm okay and I've been doing some healing and HOPEFULLY his immature ass learns how horrible it is to do all that he did. But I'm not too hurt, I hate him now <3 I could have easily moved on in a more healthy way if he didn't think he was allat and they didn't open their big mouth to try and hurt me and let his stuck-up girlfriend call my valid vents "embarrassing". You know, the vents that are usually the only healthy/good coping mechanism a person has? Yeah anyways, I'm over those two losers and I'm about to have another glow up <3 He fumbled HARD because I was nothing but sweet to him- except for that one time where he made me have a crisis and question my worth when he shit-talked me badly behind my back the first time- and I can promise that. In fact, I swear it. But yeah, that's the update : I'll be working on the next chapter for "Til The Clock Calls For Sunrise" soon- after final exams ofc lmfao
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!!! UPDATE UPDATE IMPORTANT UPDATE !!! MY S/O SEBASTIAN DID NOT BREAK UP WITH ME, IT WAS ACTUALLY HIS LAME-ASS MOTHER PRETENDING TO BE HIM TO TRY TO FORCE US TO SPLIT FOR LITERALLY NO REASON AND SHE'S KEEPING HIM FROM TALKING TO ME BUT WE ARE STILL TOGETHER THANK GOD
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since sebastian broke up with me, updates may be even slower than ever. my story "Til The Clock Calls For Sunrise" is probably the only book that will be getting updates for a while because i am hardcore self-inserting and doing so can help me cope. unless i am stable enough to be able to update "Novaturient", "Til The Clock Calls For Sunrise" might be it. i am still taking short story requests, but it'll be harder than ever to get to any because my motivation for anything else other than writing to cope is almost at 0%. i can still try my best to follow through and i won't give up instantly. but yeah. just an update.
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I'm going to be taking short story requests! I do Creepypasta and South Park ones as of now. If something is familiar to me though that you request, I could do that too depending on how much knowledge I have on it. Check my profile and then DM me for more info!!
- Maddie the Axolotl