Confused as Hell

I just ... don’t feel the same anymore. And I wish I did. I wish it were easier to feel happy and to laugh and to not have such a big cloud of depression and anxiety follow you all the time. I wish I wasn’t constantly thinking of death. I wish the same people who I depended on for stability still cared. I just feel so fucking alone right now and I can’t stand the constant silence I put myself through. I just feel so shitty about myself and just about the world ... I’m sorry 

School has started. I'm still confused as hell and confused as fuck. But I'm also more depressed, anxious and saying " KMS" more than I probably should at school 

I am bored as hell and confused as FÜCK 

I've seriously been obsessed with Hamilton lately and it's getting baaaad BUT WHO CARES ?!?? Thanks GRACE 

YO YO YO WHAT TIME IS IT ?!? 

Is it sad that Tyler Oakley's book on Wattpad doesn't even have a million reads but a fan fiction about Harry Styles does ? In fact I think it has about 18 million..... that's really sad ( no offence to directioners just not my cup of coffee) 

YO !!!!! Hi people I just wanted to let you guys know thank you for the support on my books and I truly love you all so much !!! 

can I just say that I love your profile picture 

PIZZA!!! GEMME PIZZA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WE LOVE PEPCORN