ranboo is not me

my friends seem to be so supportive of me coming out as trans that when one of them deadnamed me by accident they all freaked out and the person who deadnamed me felt so bad they said they wanted to off themself from feeling so bad...
          I wasn't even phased from it, I didn't fully care about it because I had already been deadnamed multiple times that weekend by family who were there to tell me happy birthday. 

Don't really use this anymore, mainly try to write on ao3 now, but I'm more active on discord so if anyone still wants to chat you could as for my discord whenever idk how this works

Also chapter 2 and a mini series ig of faded away is out

I saw a thing on YouTube that asked what the best Fandom you've been in was, and here's my answer 
          
          Hermitcraft, it's small, and thought a lot of it is shipping and a lot of cringe, if you look past that, we're just a bunch of people making fanart, writing fanfics, and making friends, there's a good balance of fluff and angst, and we all seem to agree that grian has wings

boop! go boop 20 people!
          
          also you are loved and appreciated!

It's 12am
          
          Everyone except me is asleep, and yet my dad told me to go to bed early because I'm sick
          
          It's nothing too serious, just a runny nose and a cough that makes my throat hurt an awful lot 

My mom bought me a new sports bra today, but instead of it being a large from the girls section of Walmart, but instead, it's a small from the lady's section and it's weird 
          
          The strap around the bottom is too tight
          It's kind of hard to breathe in but also feels like how I imagine a binder to be like
          It presses into my stomach but is really loose for the rest of it
          And is overall kind of uncomfortable 
          
          
          Also it's 2am and I can't sleep after watching a silent voice and I plan to make a family friend watch it with me while me cosplay shigaraki and toga

I just had to explain to my 6 year old cousin what period cramps were because she didn't understand why I was in pain...
          
          I really hope I didn't scare her

I'm half asleep and feel like I'm falling off a building, it feels calm, quite, and that every care in the world is gone, nobody really knows that I'm falling, it's just that I am, I won't hit the ground because I physically can't, I'm just laying on my bed, but I'm falling, and I feel free, free from the horror of the world, I'm just, falling, without being able to stop, the breeze is amazing, and when I hit the ground, I could be truly, free

Heyyy I completely support you! I have not met you irl but you seem really nice and I understand some of your problems. I just wanted to say I am apart of the lgbtq+ community and I have not told my parents yet.. 
          And I would love to be friends with you