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if your entire “career” is posting half naked photos of yourself on instagram you’re not a model you’re just a slut

yeah post on your close friends story and reply to the discord chat but ignore my dms okay

i’ve been in fight or flight mode for 30 fucking minutes 

shiitake mushroom nacho fries save me

yet again i have vanquished the evil villain (mysterious gastrointestinal issues) with the power of friendship (induced vomiting)

crazy how when you talk to the universe she will talk back

this year has been a year of uncomfortable growth. a very big spotlight has been shined on all the ways i am holding myself back, all the ways i doubt myself, and also all the things i love and feel immense shame about. i genuinely think i am improving, definitely slower in some things than in others, but i am in a better situation than the beginning of the year. i was trying to think of character development things that could happen to me at the beginning of the year and i genuinely never thought it would be this, mostly because i couldn’t think of how i even could evolve! but slay for 2025 character growth.

i will be incredibly happy and depressed at the same time and i have no idea if this is my period or if i genuinely have a hormone imbalance disorder thing. like yes my pcos by that should be treated with my metformin no?? so girl why are the lights in the sad factory on when the train has just arrived at happy junction!!!  like don’t get me wrong i’m so so happy and greatful for where i am right now and my beautiful life!! 

now i’m gonna eat some veggie chips in bed and slowly pass out… god bless australia

hehe is three my new lucky number or something