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Let me start by saying I'm not attracted to this guy. At all. But the way he makes me feel. That is what I like.
So. The other night was super fun. It started with him touching my tatas over my shirt to me bunching it up so my tits are out completely. He put his mouth on them and fuuccckkkkk. So delicious. He pulls away and kisses me and I die. He made me suck his thumb in my mouth, and oh my, what an experience. Calling me a good girl. He then lets me go down on him he is touching my ass over the pants. Pulled me down and spanked me HARD. I was a moaning mess. He fingered me, and I was wow. He grabbed me so I was over him. He held my face so I couldn't move. I dead ass almost busted there and then. So, while I'm being held, he kisses my head. When I was going down and I tapped to let him know I couldn't take it, he pulled me off and was like, "Breathe.. just breathe" When I asked for him to be gentle,e, he hummed and said I know. The way he held me in his arms. Yummy. I didn't think someone holding you felt that nice but it does. Touch me all over my body again and I will cum in my pants.
Because I don't find him attractive I don't want to do it again. But the feeling of being held is nice. I hope I find someone in the future who will hold me like that. I want someone to call me pretty and ask me about my day. I want them to buy me Legos. I want them to make me food. I want someone to tell me I'm strong and beautiful and smart and amazing. Yes, doing things for the thrill feels good. But I want to have more eventually. I'm only 20 and that's okay for now. But it would be nice.