this message may be
offensive
I legit hate myself for this cause I’m all like “I don’t wanna get in between shit and mess stuff up” or “they can’t really love me, nobody can, it’s all just for my body or for me to be a servant again” or “I’m so incredibly different how” or “this is gonna be like last time” and I said I’d never get close like that again or love like that again but here we FUCKING ARE- I’m sorry romance and stuff like that makes me icky and confused, I love it and want it but DAMN