@CookieMunsterXD
What the hell was even this conversation list?
I complained way too fucking much.
Jesus, past Stephanie was annoying...
Have you ever felt so...gah. It's hard to explain.
Like...have you ever liked someone...but you know they don't like you back?
It irritates the living hell out of me.
Gah.
>~<
What...
Is...
School...
For...
???...
I'm a paranoid little girl.
I'm scared of many things.
I'm scared of:
~The dark
~Being alone for a long time
~Being betrayed
~Telling people a lot about me
~Trusting people
~Eating in front of people (I love food but I find it extremely awkward)
~Singing in front of people
~Talking to people
~Being happy...
Wow.
Don't I fuck up a lot.
Might as well not have friends.
They obviously don't like me.
Or maybe I'm just self-absorbed.
Either way people don't like me.
I just need you to know:
The only fucking reason I'm mean to people is because every time I'm nice, they have shit to say. It's the most stupidest thing ever. I'll be nice to someone one minute, then when they say hurtful shit, It's my fault. Okay.
That makes sense, right?
I gotta go...
Bye.
Alright.
I am done with two people.
Chris and Jahlin.
I honestly don't care if I say there names, fricking sue me!
I've known Jahlin since the ending of 4th grade and I'm in 8th.
Now he was never a wannabe until he started seventh. He started hanging out with a group of guys and they changed him. He thought he was all that and his ego went way too high and it annoyed me.
Now Chris.
You guys have heard way tooooo much about him and how I hate him. I rarely use hate but damn, I have to.
His ego is higher than half of the worlds "wannabes'' combined.
Like honestly, what's the point in trying to talk to me if you're just gonna make fun of me and then get pissed off when I talk back to you?
I'm honestly losing all of my friends due to all these drama starting liars and I'm sick of it.
One of these days, I'm going to lose it and end up sending someone to the fucking emergency room. I swear to god, you have a few more times before you end up with a bruised and bloody face.
Or even worse, a fucking hurt pride.
Everything started in 6th grade when people started rumors saying that I was a lesbian just because I have nothing against them when one of my closet friends is one.
Then everyone wants to make fun of me because I have a hard life and apparently have 'suicidal thoughts' because of an incident with Chris which he said to 'Go kill yourself' as a joke and I didn't take it lightly?
Then they say I'm dumb when they have a fucking 0-30 in math class and I'm sitting here with a D or C trying my best.
If one more person says some shit behind my back, I will go off and cause a fucking scene. I want someone to try me. I swear to god I will go off. I can do it. I won't be quiet little Stephanie anymore. I will be the ballistic Stephanie that goes insane when something isn't right.
I fucking dare you.
Love you
~Stephanie.
Axel...is...a...weirdo
Hello people!
Yes, I know it is July 25, 2015, but I'm already thinking about Christmas time.
I know. I know.
"It's too early, Stephanie! You still have five months left."
But five months can go past really fast if you think about it.
I don't know if I should make a Christmas story or little...um...update thingy starting after Thanksgiving.
I'm super excited though!
The only things I want, are new Vans, Sweaters (like...sweatshirts), skinny jeans, beanies, a camera, and that's about it.
I just wanted to update you guys on this.
Comment if I should do the thingy.
Love you guys,
~Stephanie.
@CookieMunsterXD Just do it! Yesterday you said tomorrow, so just do it. Make your dreams come true!
I got ISS because I 'apparently' called a teacher a bitch.
Well for that teacher,
You don't even know what I said.
You were standing a few feet away from me.
You have hearing problems, probably.
BTW, I said 'Your Face' to a joke my friend was telling.
And I hope you like that my mom is gonna have a 'small talk' with you face to face. :P
Twenty One Pilots is down right awesome.