i quit

Wait…Cookie? That’s you?

fourth part (if you haven't read the other ones, scroll down)
          
          Summing up, I'd say, I'll only keep this account for reading and stop writing, maybe I'll come back to writing or posting my art someday, but well - we have to wait and see. 
          
          I just want to thank everyone here who has been supporting me, reading my books and making my time on this Wattpad account one of the best in my life. I've met new people, new friends, gained new experiences - couldn't be any better, right? I really hope all of you the best on your ways in life - and maybe we'll meet here again someday. (Help I'm really bad at speeches like this- qwq)
          
          I still have to write another thing like this in German, so I gotta go now OwO'
          
          *insert cookie here* :)
          
          Yours sincerely,
          
          Cora ❤️

third part (if you haven't read the other ones, scroll down)
          
          What am I going to do now?
          Well, I think I have to quit the Dares book because of the reasons up there ^ and there's no other fandom I could write about. Maybe I'll open an artbook on this account (I already have one on my German account, which hasn't been updated for approximately a year lmao-), but the last weeks I also started losing my motivation for all the art stuff I started 2 years ago, I just don't feel I'm good enough. 
          
          At Wednesday we're going on vacation back to Asia to see my family again, which will take up my whole summer holidays (6 weeks), so at the moment I don't have anything to do here on Wattpad. 

second part (if you haven't read the other one, scroll down)
          
          Another reason, we all know and fear it: School. This year of school was one of my worst in my whole life, and it was kind of a jerky twist for me which came all of sudden because I usually don't have these problems. 
          I also had some personal problems and issues, mostly due to school. 
          
          I know that something I do (hobbies for example) won't stay in my heart forever because it happens that my interests either change quickly or I just feel I'll never be good enough. 
          Still, it's a pure miracle that Brawl Stars stayed for so long (for about 3 years) and (besides Minecraft and Roblox, which I don't play anymore either) it was one of the first games I've ever played in my life, so I struggled a lot before I deleted it. I was like: "Should I delete it? Maybe I'll come back and start playing it, I mean, I spent so much time into this game, so wouldn't it be a pure waste?" There was a frickin debate going on in my head for months and I simply couldn't decide. 
          
          I also wanted to announce this whole thing a lot earlier, but due to the struggle and a lot of school stuff this announcement also delayed. 
          

Someone: So, how long are you gonna disappear from Wattpad and stop updating books without anyone really telling about this or about the reasons why?
          
          Me: yes
          
          the text will be seperated in different parts cause of Wattpad's limit :/
          
          bad english warning (but yeah, you guys already know that)
          also long text incoming (so prepare yourself)
          
          first part
          
          Huh... It's been a while, isn't it? You guys probably want to know why I disappeared in the first place, so let's start with that. 
          
          Back somewhere in late summer or early fall at 2021, I somehow lost motivation to play Brawl Stars. I still opened the app a few times, but from time to time, I was playing less and the game wasn't really fun for me anymore. So at the beginning of 2022, I deleted it. Why wasn't it fun for me anymore? Honestly - I don't really know. Maybe it was because of the updates or the club league feature that kind of "forced" me to play at least 3 days a week, or it were the new gears, or it was the fact that I didn't felt I was progressing and because of my bad internet. But as I told earlier - I can't really give a clear answer to this question. 
          
          As I started playing Brawl Stars less, I also lost motivation to continue my books. I missed updates, new features, new brawlers, and I knew I couldn't continue my Brawl Stars Dares book without really being up-to-date. Actually, I kind of lost the passion for writing in general besides of that. 

Hello once again after a year. I think we used to be friends or smth but it doesn't matter. I'm lacking people on my discord server so, if you want to, you can join my discord: https://discord.gg/jeBpBSxvHz

GUYS!! 
          Please read this, report and mute this user! Thanks ^^
          
          https://www.wattpad.com/1175988893?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=CookiesForYou13&wp_originator=Le9XTdTqrNaDJOvf2W%2BHfCVn6ml0SlRhSI%2FOHGJcsU02tx65JrIHynJsHHWMY1cFZL059jq5UTuQLvrWbDmZnoVguEj4wTH1u%2FhjiJQKOciy%2FNaVIeTOG%2BgQdDrWZ97t

dhgfujctzuvhujcxs I'm the birthday kid today :D
          
          also im really sry for the very long inactivity, I hat a lot of stress with school and everything, but don't worry, i'm already working on the unfinished 2k special 
          it will be published soon (i hope)
          
          ~ Cookie

Hello :D

Yo, I want a cookie! Also never properly thanked you for the follow!