Hi, little rant here but, recently I have been feeling s a d and I feel like nobody cares. I've talked to my family (my mom) I said "I feel like you don't love me" and I felt that way, I didn't yell I calmly told her how I felt.
I don't feel that way anymore because I feel really selfish if I do. All I want to do is make everyone happy.
I don't deserve my family, I'm just rude and disgusting. Even writing how I feel makes me more disgusted about myself.
I feel like 2020 is the year I'm going to pass away, and I'm fine with it.