I think I've lost my love for writing again. It's been so hard to try and get ideas out even when I'm excited for them. I know I haven't been posting as much as it is, but I think it's officially time for me to announce that I have to take a break. I need to figure out some things for my own sanity, and I need to find my love for writing again.
This is the best thing I've done for myself. Writing has been such a big outlet for me, and at some point, I started to lose it and close myself off again. I need to find it. I need to figure out how to open back up and fix my mind. I'm losing too much right now, and if something doesn't change, then I won't survive.
I'm not sure how long it will take or if I'll even post anymore once I get things figured out. This used to be for me, but I've somehow lost that without realizing it. There are things I know I can live without, but I just don't want to. I've worked hard for everything this Fandom has given me, and I'll be damned if I let it all slip away because of seasonal depression and anxiety through the roof. I can't lose it forever. I can't lose it all.
Please be patient with me during this time. I'm trying so hard, and I just want someone to know how badly I want to be me again. To get everything back to how it's supposed to be.
