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Due to real life troubles, all stories are being put on hold. I have been suffering from BPD and Anxiety, along with Depression and suicidal thoughts. My family is not being very accommodating towards me in this and one of them, after promising me that he would use my preferred name, is intentionally deadnaming me and mentally abusing me for months on end. On top of that I am unemployed and am unable to pay rent, so he is doing everything he can to make my life he//. This is not helping me find a job, it's actually making it harder for me because I constantly feel like I am not going to do my job properly. That I will always fail at every single thing I do in my life. Including trying to take away my internet access because I am talking to my lovers. (I am in a polyamorous relationship).
I apologize to all of you who have been waiting for me to update for months but I am not mentally able to at the moment. I can't handle the stress of it all...
I thank you for your understanding
Your demonic fuck up
Elroy