Lukas

Hi! This might come off as something sudden, and maybe people won't agree with me, but regarding my series; "destroyed; rebuilt", I privated the second and third fics to that because I just cannot endorse the message I ended up conveying with the second fic. It's just not good. I can't justify keeping up a story for new people to read that basically ends with the message of "suicide being a valid option for trauma victims" because in no world should that ever be a message anyone tries to push. Ive felt guilty about that series as a whole for a really long time. The first fic will stay up, but "recovered, but never truly", and the third one I know I'm never going to finish is being taken down. I know it seemed to be one of my more decently popular works, but I can't in good conscience keep it up anymore. I hope people understand. 

another note, im dedicating time to finally work on continuing the 4s fic rewrite. im hopeful in rewriting it & reworking a lot of it i can weed out the flaws & make it a story and fic i can actually like and be proud of, unlike the original. so stay tuned for that. chapter 2 will be coming within this current week

first chapter of the new superhero au i was talking about a bit ago is out finally. go check that out

very heavily pivoting into object oc content. hopefully my audience will actually read that sort of stuff from me because its all im probably going to be making for a while bc its taking a long time to get the superhero au stuff right & i need that to be perfect so this is all you guys r gonna be getting in the meantime. anyways yeah go hype that up if fantasy & war & magic & angst & a ton of queer characters sounds interesting to anyone. thats what the oc stories ill be telling r full of

ive kind of given up on writing anything at the moment to be honest. Sorry. It's just not worth it anymore and doesn't feel fun or fulfilling. Nothing i want to work on will ever be the "right thing" so what's the point. idk if or when ill pick anything back up to be honest it's a really bad rough spot I'm going through, so I wouldn't bother expecting anything from me for a really long time. Sorry. 

after two more bakery au fic2 chapters to release sometime this month, it will be going on indefinite hiatus. probably. possibly. why? because im returning to my roots. what do i mean by that? superhero au. Not TIASWL. not the same au, though there will definitely be similarities in worldbuilding & such, the superhero au im focusing on next will be mephone focused. like most of my fics are. 
          
          Anyways. yeah. expect MePhone VS. Capitalism soon. hopefully to be started before the end of the year, depending on how busy these next few months get for me.

not to be a massive downer but my writing will be slowing down like 100% for a while probably. its hard to find any motivation and writing anything at all just hasn't felt worth it or rewarding in so long. im not shelving any of my works for good but i guess this is just kind of a hiatus. so don't really expect much from me for a while, sorry

Just a friendly reminder to everyone, I see everything that is commented on my stories! That includes comments that contain slurs, which I do not like commented under my works, reclaimable or not, and also, comments throwing subtle, and blatant shade at aspects of my older works. I see all of it. Every word. I know none of my older works are the best, hey, I'm heavily critical of them too, but it reaches a point where it just bums me out to see, and I'd rather that stopped happening. People are allowed to be critical of my works, especially older ones but I'd much rather not be seeing it directly, because it doesn't feel great to have stuff I used to be so proud of be shat on like this. 

Can i just say you are easily my favorite fanfic writer ever. Like, every single one of your fanfics are genuinely lifechanging. Thank you so much for writing all of these amazing stories!!

Will you ever remake a heart laced with thorns?
          Not trying to pressure or anything just courious :]