Hot Goth Summer

sᴏ ɪ ʀᴇᴏᴘᴇɴᴇᴅ ᴛʜɪs ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ sᴏ ᴜᴍ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴀʀᴇ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ɪᴛ 

ʜᴇʏ ɢᴜʏs ᴛʜɪs ɪs ᴋᴀsᴇʏ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ
          ɪ ᴡᴏɴ'ᴛ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏsᴛɪɴɢ ᴏɴ @CottonHoes18 ᴀɴʏᴍᴏʀᴇ
          ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏsᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴏɴ ʜᴇʀᴇ sᴏ ɢᴏ ғᴡ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ

ᴀʟsᴏ ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴅᴏɪɴɢ ᴀ ᴡʜᴏʟᴇ ɴᴇᴡ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ 
          ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴘᴏsᴛɪɴɢ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ɪsʜ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴀᴜɢᴜsᴛ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄᴏᴍɪɴɢ ᴍᴏɴᴛʜs sᴏ ʏᴇᴀʜ 
          ɢᴏ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪᴛ's ᴜᴘ
          - ᴋᴀsᴇʏ 

ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ sᴘᴀᴄᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ғᴏʀ ʀɪɢʜᴛ ɴᴏᴡ
          ᴛʜɪs ɪs ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴛ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ 
          

ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴀ ɢᴜʏ ɴᴀᴍᴇᴅ ʙʀᴜᴄᴇ ᴇʟʟɪs ᴡɪᴍᴘʟᴇ ᴊᴜsᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ ғᴏʀ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ʏᴇᴀʀs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴇ ᴡᴀs ᴀʙᴜsɪᴠᴇ, ᴄᴏɴᴛʀᴏʟʟɪɴɢ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴏxɪᴄ
          ɪғ ᴀɴʏᴏɴᴇ ᴇʟsᴇ ʜᴀs ᴅᴀᴛᴇᴅ ʜɪᴍ
          ʟᴇᴛ's ʙᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs
          ᴘᴍ ᴍᴇ
          ʟᴇᴛ's ᴛᴀʟᴋ sʜɪᴛ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ʜɪᴍ
          ᴀɴᴅ sʜᴀʀᴇ ᴀʀᴇ sᴛᴏʀɪᴇs ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴏɴᴇ ᴀɴᴏᴛʜᴇʀ
          ɪ'ᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴠᴇʀʏ ᴍᴜᴄʜ
          - ᴋᴀsᴇʏ 

ɴᴇᴡ ᴛʜᴇᴍᴇ ᴜɴᴅᴇʀᴄᴏɴsᴛʀᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ
          ᴀʟsᴏ ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴀ ʙʀᴇᴀᴋ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪs ᴀᴘᴘ ᴀɴᴅ ɪɴsᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀᴄᴋɴᴏᴡʟᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢs ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀᴄᴋɴᴏᴡʟᴇᴅɢᴇ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ʙᴜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ɴᴏᴡ
          ɪ'ᴍ ᴀʟsᴏ ғɪɴᴅɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴍᴏʀᴇ
          ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏᴛʜɪɴɢ
          sᴏ ʏᴇᴀʜ
          ɪ ᴀʟsᴏ ʟᴇᴀɴ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴀ ᴘᴀsᴛᴇʟ ɢᴏᴛʜ ᴀᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ᴏғ ɢᴏᴛʜ, ᴀʟᴛᴇʀɴᴀᴛɪᴠᴇ, ᴏʀ ᴇɢɪʀʟ ᴀᴇsᴛʜᴇᴛɪᴄ ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏᴍғᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ɪᴛ
          ᴀʟsᴏ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ǫᴜᴇsᴛɪᴏɴᴇᴅ ᴍʏ sᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜʀᴇᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇs ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴀɴᴅ 
          ɪ'ᴍ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴀ ʙᴏʀɪɴɢ ᴀss ғʟᴀɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ʜᴀs ᴜɢʟʏ ᴀss ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs "ʏ'ᴀʟʟ ᴏᴜᴛ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ʙᴇᴀᴜᴛɪғᴜʟ ᴀss ғʟᴀɢs ᴡʜɪʟᴇ ᴍʏ ғʟᴀɢ ʜᴀs ᴛʜᴇsᴇ ᴜɢʟʏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ᴄᴏʟᴏʀs ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴀᴍɴ"
          ɪ ᴅᴏ ᴍɪss ʙᴇɪɴɢ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
          ɪ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ʙᴇɪɴɢ sɪɴɢʟᴇ 
          ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘɪᴇsᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ʙᴇᴇɴ ɪɴ ᴀᴡʜɪʟᴇ
          ʙᴜᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪ ᴅᴏ ᴍɪss ʙᴇɪɴɢ ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʙʏ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ
          ʙᴇɪɴɢ ᴏɴ ғᴀᴄᴇᴛɪᴍᴇ 
          ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴏᴅᴍᴏʀɴɪɴɢ ᴛᴇxᴛs
          ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴛʀᴇᴀᴛᴇᴅ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴛ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴ
          ᴛʜᴇᴍ ʙᴜʏɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ sᴛᴜғғ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛᴀᴋɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴇᴀᴛ
          ɪ ᴍɪss ᴛʜᴀᴛ sʜɪᴛ ʟᴏʟ
          ɪ ᴍɪss ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴɢ ᴀʟʟ ᴅᴏʟʟᴇᴅ ᴜᴘ ᴀɴᴅ sʜɪᴛ *ɪɴsᴇʀᴛ ʟᴀᴜɢʜɪɴɢ ᴇᴍᴏᴊɪ*
          ʙᴜᴛ ʏ'ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ɢᴏɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ғᴀʟʟ ɪɴ ʟᴏᴠᴇ
          ɪ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ʟʟ ғɪɴᴅ sᴏᴍᴇᴏɴᴇ
          ᴀɴᴅ ɪ'ʟʟ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇᴍ
          ᴀɴᴅ ʏᴇᴀʜ ᴛʜᴀᴛ's ᴀʟʟ ғᴏʀ ɴᴏᴡ ғᴏʟᴋs 
          - ᴋᴀsᴇʏ 

ᴄʜᴀɴɢɪɴɢ ᴜᴘ sᴛᴜғғ ᴏɴ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ ᴀs ᴡᴇʟʟ
          ᴛʜɪs ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴍɪɢʜᴛ ᴀs ᴡᴇʟʟ ʙᴇ ᴀ ᴠᴇɴᴛ & ᴘᴇʀsᴏɴᴀʟ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ ᴡʜᴇʀᴇ ɪ ᴇxᴘʀᴇss ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀɴᴅ ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴡᴀᴛᴛᴘᴀᴅ ʜᴀs ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀ ʜᴜɢᴇ ᴏᴜᴛʟᴇᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴇxᴘʀᴇss ᴍʏ ғᴇᴇʟɪɴɢs ᴀɴᴅ ʜᴏᴡ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ
          sᴏ ʏᴇᴀʜ
          sᴀᴍᴇ ᴛʜɪɴɢ ɢᴏᴇs ғᴏʀ ᴍʏ sᴇᴄᴏɴᴅ ɪɴsᴛᴀɢʀᴀᴍ ᴀᴄᴄᴏᴜɴᴛ
          ᴀʟsᴏ 
          ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ʙʟᴜᴇ ᴡʜᴀʟᴇ ᴄʜᴀʟʟᴇɴɢᴇ ɪs ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ɢᴏᴏɢʟᴇ ɪᴛ ʙᴇᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɪᴛ's ᴛᴏ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀɪɴɢ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ʀᴇᴀʟʟʏ ᴇxᴘʟᴀɪɴ
          ʙᴜᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʜᴀʟʟᴇɴɢᴇ ɪᴛsᴇʟғ ɪs ʜᴏʀʀɪʙʟᴇ ᴀɴᴅ sᴄᴀʀʏ
          ɪᴛ's ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴍᴀᴋᴇs ᴀ ᴊᴏᴋᴇ ᴏᴜᴛ ᴏғ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴛʜᴇsᴇ sᴛᴜᴘɪᴅ ᴀss ᴄʜᴀʟʟᴇɴɢᴇs
          ʟɪᴋᴇ sᴛᴏᴘ ʜᴜʀᴛɪɴɢ ᴜs
          ᴡᴇ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴀs ɪᴛ ɪs "ɪ'ᴍ ʀᴇғғᴇʀɪɴɢ ᴛᴏ ᴘᴇᴏᴘʟᴇ ᴡʜᴏ ᴀʀᴇ ᴅᴇᴀʟɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴇɴᴛᴀʟ ʜᴇᴀʟᴛʜ ʀᴇʟᴀᴛᴇᴅ ɪssᴜᴇs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʜᴏsᴇ ᴏғ ᴜs ᴡʜᴏ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛʀɪɢɢᴇʀᴇᴅ ʙʏ sᴛᴜғғ ᴇᴀsɪʟʏ
          ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴅᴀᴍɴ ʙʀᴏ
          ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴇᴀʜ
          - ᴋᴀsᴇʏ

Who wants to burn the government down with me with trump inside of it???

I feel like Wattpad was like my only outlet during my junior year where I could like vent about anything
          And I’m very grateful for that
          

I’m restarting with my life 
          At this point
          I’m going to start acknowledging my issues 
          “Mental issues”
          I’m going to live my life how it should’ve been less
          I’m going to be unbothered this time around 
          And I’m going to do me
          And live my life to the fullest extent
          - Kasey