Hellooooo
I came back from camp. It was a nightmare. It was horrible. The camp part of it was bad but the fights and friendship and all of that was worse. I also have a damaged tailbone so I can’t go to school, and I ate something so my stomachs not that well either. And I feel like dumping my problems out on people who can’t judge because they don’t know me so I’m not friends with this one person, who is actually a very toxic person so I’m happy about that, except also really sad because we’ve been really close for nine years, I practically lived at her house, and we were like sisters, but she changed a lot and not for the better, she was really mean and rude to me and treated me like her slave and screamed at me the whole time, and then im growing distant feom one of my other friends (just listen to forever and always by Taylor Swift and that explains what’s happening with her)m but im superrrr close to her too, and just thinking about it makes me cry and im friends with a person who I really don’t like, we used to be best friends, had a major fight because she was being as bad as the first friend I mentioned and then it blew over after 6 months and now we’re friends except I don’t want to be but I can’t just randomly stop, it’s kinda like toying around with peoples hearts which I don’t like and the first friend, the toxic one, she wants to be friends with me, and im afraid im going to say yes if she asks me even if I don’t want to, she’s just that sort of person and im the sort of person who has a very hard time saying no and I’m sorry for this entire rant thingy. I shouldn’t bother you people with my life.