Villian Raven Faith

why, thank you for follow me!

Someone just- messaged me out of the blue without me having to start the conversation and- I’ve never felt more happy?? Someone thinks they should waste their time by talking to absolute trash like me?

I don’t make my friends happy anymore, do I? I just push people away because I want to talk too much and am just in general annoying 

I desperately want the recognition from my school friends that I am in fact a person they can talk to and hang out with, that’s all I want

I have nothing better to do so I’m going to read ninjago fanfics till I start crying 

I don't find writing as fun as it used to be. maybe it's because I can never get updates on time and just leave the reader waiting and waiting and waiting. or it's the fact that I'm scared that people will judge me for how horrible my writing skills are and I constantly disappoint people. Or how my crippling anxiety is acting up because of an old friend and now I have the fear that others will leave me just because I'm myself so I bottle everything up to the point where I'm cracking under pressure and can't do anything.

hi question. why is every undertale book like a X Reader, and the reader is literally like Neko!Abused!Youtube star!Teen!Female!Reader

hey i made a discord server for Next Up Forever since it's my most read book, join if you'd like https://discord.gg/bwqrAX

I've been feeling more and more shitty each day, mental health has gone down the drain and I just need a break, I'm gonna take a break from posting all my books and stuff, I don't know how long, maybe I'll just realize that I'm probably just overreacting and I'll force myself to continue writing, the longest break i'll take will be about two days, I just need to chill out and stop being such a clingy brat, so yeah sorry if you're disappointed in me

I feel like shit, two of my friends online are majorly suicidal and I’m scared I’ll loose them since I have no clue how to help them, and that’s stressing me out that they could suddenly just end it all and I’d never know what happened and why they’ve suddenly gone offline forever. 
          It’s not helping my mental state at all and it’s honestly very triggering. And it doesn’t help that my fear of abandonment always acts up, thinking that if I don’t help that they’re gonna hate me, and if other friends learn then everyone’s going to turn their backs on me, my mental state is crumbling to dust and I can’t do a god damn thing to stop it