Becka <3 :*

Once I say I'm lost I am just lost?? o.O

@AmandaLMartin aww and Yes I do and I love you 2 boo!! & I love all of yall 2 ♥♡ & what do you think of this poem?

I stay in the darkness because all I do is cry and cry because I'm so alone and I don't know what to do so that is why I stay in the darkness. I rather stay there for life and stay in broken hearts because my heart is just broken anymore it feels like it will never be healed again but now I just keep letting people hurt me and push me around I'm no longer strong because I'm weak. All I can do anymore is hold in so much pain that it hurts so bad that I end up losing my mind or start crying again because that's all I can do is cry because so many people has made me feel worthless and useless and unwanted so many people has hurt me and has bullied me so yes I have a rough life but I have great friends and a great family but other then that other people make me feel useless and worthless and unwanted so that is why I stay to myself and hide things from people because it seems like they could care less. My eyes stay full with tears at times but nobody cares. My eyes are closed at times just to keep things out of my sight because I just don't want to see it and so many people has said I deserve to be happy well if I do then why can't I be happy? all I do is get hurt I try to be happy but only my family and friends can make me happy but a true relationship would make me even happier but I don't get that because they hurt me and lie to me and cheat on me and make me feel worthless at times. Why do I try? Well I can't really answer that because I keep trying and trying but my smile is fake at times but what I do know is I have a family who loves me and I have friends who love me. Pain is just enough to take a life but I'll never take my life because I have alot to live for. 
          
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