Vent:
Btw I'm talking to myself. I'm in am empty dark room facing a wall, bending down on my knees and talking to myself.
" How much do you love me
To the point you'll hurt me and make me forget
Where the pain even came from, and then say
you love me when I know
There's a desperate part of you that truly wants
To make me remember what I have done to
make you the way you are, not only for me
But also for yourself "