Courtney

WRITERS BLOCK SUCKS!!!
          Ahhh I so badly want to write something and work on it but I literally have no energy lol A day at work washes every energy I have and I can’t seem to stay focused or up to work. I’m lacking a piece of myself due to not working fics.
           hopefully I will get past this and be able to start up again, which will be good for me and whoever reads my stuff because I know how it is to start a unfinished fic and wait for more and none comes, so I really apologize for that!! ❤️

Hey, I loved the Too Far book, and I would like to know if I would have your permission to translate it into my language, giving all credit to you of course.
          

Hi!! Iwas wondering if by any chance there's a sequel to Batman's sons. I've tried looking through works but some won't load for me to see.

Havent seen you active in a minute. I hope you are doing okay! ^-^ come back soon, we is all waiting for you!

Happy Thanksgiving to you guys!!
          
          
          -I'm going to slowly try to get back into writing, so there maybe some updates on a few of my works or not, who knows

My depression is being bad once again and i haven't been able to write anything that i want to which sucks a lot. I feel like crap and a total loser and that no matter how much i try and hope, things will never be better and i will forever be alone, friendless and worthless piece of trash that I see myself as. I'm a lone wolf who so badly wants a pack and to feel loved and wanted but my depression is preventing that and i feel like i should stop trying so dang hard all the time.
          
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          *Sighs* I don't know what to do, i feel so lost and confused about everything right now.

"Courtney, No one wants to hurt you"
          -But everyone does even if they don't mean too, they do. 
          
          "People care and love you"
          -They do? Because I can't feel it.
          
          "Why are you down?"
          -If i knew i would tell you but i don't know, i just am.
          
          "Just be happy."
          -I want to be, I really do but I just can't be and i don't know why.
          
          I'm feeling really empty and I just don't want to be me anymore. I'm tried of everything.   
          
          :(

Hey everyone. 
          So I've been struggling a lot lately and I just really want to thank those who have been kind and patient with me. I'm trying. That's all I can do right now is try my best at life. 
          I do hope to update some stuff later on but when that will be, idk.
          But thank you guys so much!!! The support is so wonderful

I just hope that I'll get support with this but since I was about 15 I identified as Bi but lately now that I am older, 23, never had a partner, never been kissed etc. I kinda think I might be Bi Ace.
          Like I like both guys and girls, (I'm totally okay with no binary individuals and trans. I when trying to figure myself out in the beginning found Bisexual and I've stuck with ever since even though I'm probably more pan but oh well.) But I've found myself not interested in s-e-x. I mean I never was but lately I've come to realize that maybe it isn't just something wrong with me, maybe I'm ace?
          Idk for sure yet but I figured this was the safest spot for me to sorta come out.

I keep asking myself: What's wrong with me? Why can't I just write anymore? And I don't know the answer to these questions, I don't but I really want to know. I feel so lost. Writing has always been a piece of me and now I feel like I can't find it or touch it. And i know many on here will say just take your time, there is no race. Which in a way is true however there's this hole inside me and I want to write but I just can't. I feel like a loser and failure. I feel horrible for not updating my works. I just overall feel terrible, emotionally, physically and mentally. I want to write, I need that release before everything becomes way too much for me to handle. I am drowning within myself and I just don't feel like i have the energy to keep fighting.
          
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