CourtNicxYJ_Robin
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WRITERS BLOCK SUCKS!!!
Ahhh I so badly want to write something and work on it but I literally have no energy lol A day at work washes every energy I have and I can’t seem to stay focused or up to work. I’m lacking a piece of myself due to not working fics.
hopefully I will get past this and be able to start up again, which will be good for me and whoever reads my stuff because I know how it is to start a unfinished fic and wait for more and none comes, so I really apologize for that!! ❤️
CourtNicxYJ_Robin
WRITERS BLOCK SUCKS!!!
Ahhh I so badly want to write something and work on it but I literally have no energy lol A day at work washes every energy I have and I can’t seem to stay focused or up to work. I’m lacking a piece of myself due to not working fics.
hopefully I will get past this and be able to start up again, which will be good for me and whoever reads my stuff because I know how it is to start a unfinished fic and wait for more and none comes, so I really apologize for that!! ❤️
Mari1415hq
Hey, I loved the Too Far book, and I would like to know if I would have your permission to translate it into my language, giving all credit to you of course.
animegeekBVBarmy
Hi!! Iwas wondering if by any chance there's a sequel to Batman's sons. I've tried looking through works but some won't load for me to see.
MerlinGrayson
Havent seen you active in a minute. I hope you are doing okay! ^-^ come back soon, we is all waiting for you!
MerlinGrayson
@CourtNicxYJ_Robin I'm glad your doing better. I care for you because you are one of my favorite people on this app ^-^ I care for my followers! I hope you are able to make your way back. I miss seeing you active and I'm glad this message helped you!
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CourtNicxYJ_Robin
@MerlinGrayson hi. Thank you for caring about me. I've been dealing with and going through a lot lately and I cut myself off from everything. I'm slowly crawling my way out of my shell and I hope that I'll be able to write again soon. Seeing this, really means a lot!! Because I've been feeling so alone and unwanted. Just a burden in the lives of the people around me. So thank you so much!! This tiny little message touched my shattered heart! *Hugs!*
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CourtNicxYJ_Robin
Happy Thanksgiving to you guys!!
-I'm going to slowly try to get back into writing, so there maybe some updates on a few of my works or not, who knows
CourtNicxYJ_Robin
My depression is being bad once again and i haven't been able to write anything that i want to which sucks a lot. I feel like crap and a total loser and that no matter how much i try and hope, things will never be better and i will forever be alone, friendless and worthless piece of trash that I see myself as. I'm a lone wolf who so badly wants a pack and to feel loved and wanted but my depression is preventing that and i feel like i should stop trying so dang hard all the time.
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*Sighs* I don't know what to do, i feel so lost and confused about everything right now.
candycart17
@CourtNicxYJ_Robin Hey. If you need anything someone to talk to, a friend, anything I'm here for you and I hope you feel better soon.
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CourtNicxYJ_Robin
"Courtney, No one wants to hurt you"
-But everyone does even if they don't mean too, they do.
"People care and love you"
-They do? Because I can't feel it.
"Why are you down?"
-If i knew i would tell you but i don't know, i just am.
"Just be happy."
-I want to be, I really do but I just can't be and i don't know why.
I'm feeling really empty and I just don't want to be me anymore. I'm tried of everything.
:(
AhsokaTanoJedi
@ThisMayLookBad I agree with you, the same happened to me. @CourtNicxYJ_Robin your stories have helped me through my darkest times, and they have helped me find reasons for living. I was so suicidal just six months ago, but reading your works helped keep me going, helped me find reasons to keep living. I don’t know what exactly you’re going through, but I do know I’m not going to give up on you, nor shall I abandon you as a faithful follower/reader. I want you to know that at least one person(and hopefully your family and friends) cares for you, and that even if others aren’t making you feel appreciated, that you have a safe place to go to find yourself again.
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ThisMayLookBad
Your stories helped me when I felt the same, I'm sure they helped others too, cause sometimes it helps to feel someone else's emotions even if they're just a fictional character. I just wanted you to know that. Even if you can't feel the love it's there in everyone of your followers (and hopefully your family and friends). I don't know if this helps at all but I hope it at least shows your not alone.
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CourtNicxYJ_Robin
Hey everyone.
So I've been struggling a lot lately and I just really want to thank those who have been kind and patient with me. I'm trying. That's all I can do right now is try my best at life.
I do hope to update some stuff later on but when that will be, idk.
But thank you guys so much!!! The support is so wonderful
CourtNicxYJ_Robin
I just hope that I'll get support with this but since I was about 15 I identified as Bi but lately now that I am older, 23, never had a partner, never been kissed etc. I kinda think I might be Bi Ace.
Like I like both guys and girls, (I'm totally okay with no binary individuals and trans. I when trying to figure myself out in the beginning found Bisexual and I've stuck with ever since even though I'm probably more pan but oh well.) But I've found myself not interested in s-e-x. I mean I never was but lately I've come to realize that maybe it isn't just something wrong with me, maybe I'm ace?
Idk for sure yet but I figured this was the safest spot for me to sorta come out.
_The_Dark_One_
@CourtNicxYJ_Robin No problem! You helped me figure out I was bi :) We’re here for you.
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