Cows_Rule

I know that people have had it worse, and if you look at this month in a whole you'd see a lot of good times where you laugh and smile and sing. However when you look at the bad, in comparison to the good, makes this month look like $h!+ I basically had a lot of crap going on that really P!$$€$ me off. I would definitely not repeat this month. I just want it to be over. Only five more hours to go...

Cows_Rule

I know that people have had it worse, and if you look at this month in a whole you'd see a lot of good times where you laugh and smile and sing. However when you look at the bad, in comparison to the good, makes this month look like $h!+ I basically had a lot of crap going on that really P!$$€$ me off. I would definitely not repeat this month. I just want it to be over. Only five more hours to go...

Cows_Rule

What would it take
          To make you see me
          The way I see you?
          What would it take
          To make you want me the way I've always wanted you?
          I don't know why
          You're in everything I see
          I can't deny
          That you're everything I need
          So I'm reaching ...
          
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          Whatever it takes to break through
          Whatever it takes you are my reason
          For everything I do
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          
          What would it take
          To make you fall for me
          The way I fell for you?
          What would it take
          To make you fight for me
          The way I always fought for you?
          I don't know why
          You bring me to my knees
          But I can't unwind
          From how you've twisted me
          But I'm reaching...
          
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          Whatever it takes to break through
          Whatever it takes you are my reason
          For everything I do
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          
          Whatever it takes
          To get to you!
          To get to you!
          To get to you!
          
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          Whatever it takes to break through
          Whatever it takes you are my reason
          For everything I do
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes to get to you
          (Whatever it takes)
          Whatever it takes
          (Whatever it takes)
          
          -Whatever It Takes by Pillar

haleybead

read my helping guide: tough times it would be useful. You sound like an amazing person, and awesome the people who hurt you, need to understand what it feels like, they don't know how much it hurts when nobody cares. I know what your gong through, totally do and i'm here as a friend and as a partner. :D

Cows_Rule

All I ever wanted was to feel what love felt like. For a while it was amazing, I had found happyness. But after I lost it, I felt sad, depressed even. I never wanted to die so badly. All I want is for someone to hold me again, to feel that sense of security and peace. I guess I can't now, because he's gone forever. I lost my only friends, I lost my family, I even lost my name! I've never felt so alone.