Crane_12

Guess who kicked parvovirus' ass?  that's right, my puppy did!!
          	Gigi is officially parvo free!! :DD we didn't need to hospitalize her after all, she did just fine without needing to be hooked to IVs and took all of her antibiotics at home :> she's been eating and drinking tons of water and even has the energy to jump off the furniture and play with her toys again! And thanks to anyone who shared the news around ^^ <3

just_a_f4ngirl

Wait a minute, Crane did you just commented an edit of Jeff on YouTube? 

Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl oops just saw this comment 
            But honestly same! I know right!! It is destiny! ^^
            I trust you as well :D and btw I subscribed to your account also ^^
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just_a_f4ngirl

You commented a mine comment XD 
            Omg I'm so excited!! It's destiny! Now you will know my identity but I trust you ^^ I will say something to you under the video and follow you 
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl HAHA LMAO I comment on a lot of Jeff edits on youtube lol, so it probably was me!!! Do you remember which edit it was on or what I may have said? XD
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just_a_f4ngirl

We have many thing in common!  
          I read about your puppy, is she alright now? 
          
          It's fantastic your friend slept over! I always wanted to invite one of my friends for the night but my parents are always snoring all night XD 
          I hope you had a great time :) 
          
          Oh and yesterday I noticed my mother watching an interview about Jeffrey Dahmer! 0_0 ( WHY I ASKED HER TO BUY ME HIS BOOK WHYY) 
          I asked her why she is watching this and she said that she wanted to search informations about him and with a smirk  she adds "You wanted to read his book1!1!1 Look what he has done!1!1" 
          My god  

just_a_f4ngirl

@Crane_12  Crane I texted you in the dm two days ago  if you didn't notice it <3
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl oops I meant to type saw not sae XDD
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl Sorry that I worried you again! I really do apologize :(
            And thanks! I checked my dms but it didn't show anything new, although it could be because of my crappy Wifi so I'll try refreshing my page and see if that makes a difference ^^
            Lol since I've been unschooled, we haven't exactly followed a good time schedule and I'm ALWAYS sleeping til at least around 11 like you and sometimes even later XD
            Sorry that you have to study so much! I can imagine how tiring that must be for you. Lol  tbh in school I never ever studied bc it was way to stressful and I didn't understand what I was learning, so I was constantly just winging it and hoped that I passed lol
            
            And thanks! I honestly hope it's nothing dangerous or serious either. And you're so right about the doctors being incompetent! All my doctor did was brush my problem under the rug and prescribe me nausea medicine, but didn't bother to try and figure out any underlying causes! I once had pinworms for like 5 years and the doctors never believed me when I told them I had parasites inside me. I had to take them proof for them to finally believe me for that issue :/
            But omg wow!! I can't believe the doctors can be so stupid like that! I'm glad that they finally found out what was wrong with your grandpa in time! That's so scary O.o
            
            I almost got my ears pierced as a baby but I ended up not getting it done lol. 
            
            But OMFGGG WOAH-- THATS CREEPY!! ;_; If I sae that I would've burnt my house down X'D 
            Lol! That honestly reminds me of this one character in this adult cartoon show that I like called South Park, because there's this character named Tweek and garden gnomes run around his room
            But they steal his underwear XDD
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just_a_f4ngirl

Good morning! ( I hope it still morning ahah) 
          Now I understand because you don't have notifications, if you access from the chrome it doesn't work. For example I have the app of Wattpad, you can download it too if you have space on your phone ^^ 
          The stories I want to tell you are loooong and if I write them here everybody could see them XD 
          And I agree with you, in these days it's hard to make new friends 

Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl I've actually considered getting an IPhone someday, androids run out of storage space wayyyy too fast lol. 
            And AKDJAKDJ thank you, I am too!! I'm super excited :> the only other laptop I have is this tiny tablet laptop that I've had for over like 5 years LOL and its super laggy, so I'm glad I'll finally have a smooth running up to date laptop now ^^
            Hopefully your parents get you an IPhone X! 
            It seems like a pretty good phone. It's so stressful when your phone gets old and starts to glitch :(. I hate when that crap happens.
            
            And that's awesome, you're very welcome! ^^ I'm glad you had a great day
            XD mood! Most of my days consist of the same activities as you, reading and drawing especially lol
            I love staying at home. I would much prefer it than having to go outside and face the world
            I need to be going outside with my dog more as well, but just like you I am too lazy haha! 
            And as for my day, well, I stayed up all night lol because my friend slept over, so I'm most definitely going to sleep all day, like I do pretty much every day tbh Lmao. I'll probably wake back up after a few good hours and try and get some online christmas shopping done :>
            Thank you sm for wishing me a great day :D I appreciate it!
            
            And thanks for helping me understand the time difference thing!^^
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just_a_f4ngirl

I had your same problem with the phone many years ago, so I just bought an iPhone with big space. I know the struggle.
            I'm so happy you will have a laptop for Christmas! I already have one but I only use it for YouTube. I ask for my parents an IPhone x because mine is a little old and glitch sometimes. 
            
            And thank you I had a great day! Well, my day consists in reading, drawing, studying  I enjoy to stay at home but I really need to go outside with my dog( because my friends don't live near me and I know it's healthy to go out and do some activities) but I rarely do it because I'm lazyy 
            And you, what did you do today? Or what are you going to do?
            I wish you a great day☀️ 
            
            Oh and I think there are six hours difference between my city and yours 
            
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl Ello! :D (and yes it is still morning lol) 
            And ahh ok, that makes sense. I would download it but, ofc yeah I have no space lmao XD I NEVER have space on my phone no matter how hard I try to lol!
            And that's alright, I understand ^^ lol when I get my laptop I'll let you know so we can chat in the dms and you can share your stories then :>
            
            (Also I'm not sure what time it is for you right now lol but I hope you have or had a good day!^^ )
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just_a_f4ngirl

I have to be honest, I sing so bad XD 
          I remember when I tried to sing for the first time in front of my music teacher in middle school, she was just like "Ohh hell no" so I try to play and I found out that I'm good at it
          
          I went home two hours ago and I had a great time thank youu   
          
          And I want to hug you. Trust me I understand what you had went trough. For all the time in elementary school I was bullied and I still don't know the reason! 
          I spend all the five years alone and nobody wanted to play with me. Did you remember my ex best friend? She was in my class too and since then she made fun of me and ignored me (then in middle school I forgive her but she didn't change anyway) 
          and that's how I found out my interest in reading books, drawing... 
          I wish you the best for your future and I'm so sorry for your syndrome. 
           I don't understand why people have to make fun of you. You're so kind! They're just evil. 
          I think the consulor should help you more and 
          call all the bullies' families to stop this.
          Are you getting better with your tics now? Sorry for asking 

Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl ok good, I'm really glad you aren't bullied anymore. 
            And sure! You can tell me anything you want to, I literally really enjoy when people share their stories with me :>
            I would say I have about 2 friends, like you. One friend, as you know, I've known since I was 6 and my other friend has been my friend since the 5th grade. I don't try and make new friends anymore bc most people now days are such snakes.
            
            And thank you ^^ I really appreciate you :> you're so kind and helpful!
            If you ever need any support or anyone to talk to, i'm here for you as well!
            And XD haha! ^^As for the direct messaging, that sounds good to me but it'll have to be when I get my new laptop for christmas. I'm using wattpad on chrome through my cellphone so it doesn't give me the option to dm :/
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just_a_f4ngirl

Don't worry I'm not bullied anymore, just because I start to avoid many people. I have a lot of stories to tell you if you want, about why I start to be anti-social. I believe in friendship but with years people are just getting worse and worse. I knew my two friends only because they are my school mates and not because I met them on a party or somewhere else.
             
            I hope your tics will totally disappear and if you want any support just tell me, I'm here for you.  <3
            And if you want we can talk in the Wattpad's "direct" ( I don't know how to call them lol)  because when we knew each other I just started to fill your board with so many texts XD 
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl Those went away about maybe a year or 2 ago, so mostly now all I have are small constant nose twitches, occasional violent tic fits, and I also snap, hit myself in the head and make bubble pop sounds with my mouth. I have been ticking a lot more lately but maybe soon they'll start to calm down. I honestly don't mind when people ask me about my syndrome because I like to try and be more open about it :>
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just_a_f4ngirl

Oh, I forgot to tell you, we're studying Romans and Carthaginians in history 

Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl oh lol that's super neat! I was more of a choir kid in middle school lol. I was never too good with any instruments except maybe a recorder or flute lmao.
            
            ACK, homework sucks ;_; I always hated homework lol
            And I hope you have a fun time with your friend today ^^
            
            And it's alright, tbh I'm sooo glad I dropped out haha. I enjoy learning much better now. There's a lot of reasons as to why I dropped out; my grades weren't too well, I missed too many days in the year, I hated going, I have really bad social anxiety etc and also I have Tourette Syndrome and my tics had started becoming more noticeable. I didn't want people to start noticing and pointing them out because people at that school were total assholes.
            The school counselor recommended that I try homeschooling instead so I dropped out and my mom started to unschool me lol. And btw I'm not sure if you're familiar with unschooling or not because most people I mention it to have no clue what I'm talking about lmao, so just in case if you're wondering, unschooling is basically where I'm kind of my own teacher and I get to learn what I think is important and suitable for my future :>
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just_a_f4ngirl

uh I forgot to tell you that I was in the school band like Jeff! ( in middle school) I played the guitar and the piano, but the high school is not as cool as American's . 
            
            Today I'm hanging out with my friend and then I have a lot of homework to do :( I have to find the time to read the book 
            
            Oh I'm so sorry you dropped school , can I ask why? 
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl Oops I put teached not taught xD
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just_a_f4ngirl

Don't worry my WiFi doesn't work either sometimes  :) 
          
          Since I was like five years old I always tried to write books and stuff but only on some papers. 
          And growing up I read a lot of books. One of them was from a Wattpad author and that's how I discovered this app. I'm shy too! Infact I didn't tell to my parents and anybody about my hobby. Maybe one day I will reveal my identity xD 
          
          Btw today my teacher questioned me about some stuff in history. 
          And I replied that the people we were talking about ate their kids, instead of they killed them.  
           I was thinking about Jeffrey  

just_a_f4ngirl

When I was in the elementary school I wrote an entire book about a dog and a bird who were friends ahah it was my first book.  
            
            Anyway I just woke up (it's 8 o clock in the morning in my city) and I'm "following" the boring history lesson from my computer XD 
            
            
            I know in America the school it's a lot different (but much better trust me :(  ) we have a lot to study and stuff. I always wanted to be in a school activity but in my school, the only thing you can choose, is study, study or study. No activities after-class. 
            You just can only choose to study one more subject ( P.E.T where you can study more English or E.C.D.L where you can study some stuff about computer) and I honestly choose the English thing. I pass the first exam of English in middle school ( yes you can do these subject from the middle school) and next year I'm going with an harder level. 
            
            
            To explain better, in my country the elementary school and the middle school are the same but when you have to choose the high school is different. There a lot of different styles like language school, classic school,  scientific school, computer technology school and more and more!  
            I choose the psychology school. I study English, Physic, Math, Latin, Philosophy and more but the principal subject is psychology. 
            In fact I want to be a criminologists since a year ago because before I just choose the school but I didn't know what profession do. 
            
            Btw THE BOOK "MY FRIEND DAHMER" IS ARRIVED AJDHSBAVSBSHJAB. 
            
            And what school/ university/ job do you do?
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl thank you :>
            Lol I would often try writing books on paper too when I was around that age. I used to write short stories about a talking superhero cat named Kitty-kins lmfao. 
            I used to read a lot of books growing up too but I never finished any of them XD.
            I'm glad I can relate with you on a lot of things ^^
            Lol none of my friends know about my hobby, only my mom. Maybe one day I'll reveal my identity too XD.
            
            Lol, if only they knew what you were really thinking about xD
            Also kind of off topic lmao but woah what were y'all learning about? It sounds pretty neat ngl lol.
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just_a_f4ngirl

I'm so sorry for your friend :( But I'm sure she is happy right now, everywhere she is. 
          
          And thank you again for all the compliments about the story! I just write down what I would have done and said if I knew Jeffrey.
           I'm curious; have you ever tried to write something? Cause I think you will be awesome!
          

Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl oof, again sorry for the late reply. My WiFi has been screwing up and hasn't let me do anything for hours ;-;
            And tbh ideas would be helpful ^^ thanks for offering!
            Anything I write, is always written on my old phones notepad app and I have never ever shared any of my works around bc I'm nervous lol :'> unfortunately I'm afraid of criticism and judgment and so on skskskskks so I  typically just keep my writing to myself ^^' at least until I feel more confident in my writing style anyway lol
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just_a_f4ngirl

Ohh, if you want I can help you with some ideas ahah. Have you some chapters to share here or you just write in some notebooks? 
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl Thank you for your kind words, it really means a lot. 
            And you're welcome for the compliments on your story! :>
            You're doing a great job on it so far ^^
            And tbh, yes I actually have tried writing. In fact, I guess writing is kind of one of my hobbies lol. But I have writers block A LOT so I don't write as often as I would like to.
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just_a_f4ngirl

I'm happy to find someone with my same obsession for Jeff (and music tastes).You know, I bet that in my city nobody have heard about him. So neither my few friends. And I've talked about him with one of them but she clearly didn't care. I wish I have a friend like yours ahah. 
          Thank you for telling me about the other films, I never heard about them! I hope the are available on YouTube (that's how I saw My friend Dahmer), if they aren't I hope to find them in a shop tomorrow, and if they aren't neither there lol I hope to find some way to buy them online (or maybe watch them on Netflix) because how I told you my family are strict about those things. 
          
          Oh also, I found a few people under some Youtube videos saying that Jeff didn't kill anybody.
          They said that Jeff was an officer- whistleblower who just reveled some truths about the government or the CIA and that's why he was injailed, humiliated publicly and more. Also he wasn't gay. The TV said that  because for old times being homosexual was a shame. 
          In fact I find that interesting, because they said Jeff didn't care about good locking men journalist but reacted in some way for women journalist. 
          I notice also that Jeff in the interview was calm, like he really didn't murder nobody.
          What do you think about that? 
          Honestly I don't know if it's real because I saw the victims' parents angry on the interwiev but maybe they're all actors or worse, maybe the police lied to them telling that was Jeff who murdered the victims when it was somebody else

Crane_12

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@just_a_f4ngirl Oh good! I'm glad you didn't have trouble finding them ^^
            Also thanks for that tip, I'll have to try that in my settings and see if it works :>
            
            But oh my god I'm so sorry for your loss! :( that's really sad. I feel your pain there. My best friend and I had another friend named Nattalie and she passed away due to cancer too, about 2 years ago.
            
            And ugh I hate when friends change as the get older. I thought that that was how my best friend was going to turn out when she started getting intimate with guys, but luckily she didn't. 
            But fr that girl was probably jealous that you had a pair of Nikes and she didn't lol
            
            People used to take advantage of my kindness as well :/ I hate that fuckin shit
            But it's good that you have a little group of friends you hang with 
            
            And OMGOMG AWESOME!! I can't wait to read it! I'll go check it out right now!! :D
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just_a_f4ngirl

Hi again! Yes I found the films on YouTube. I finished the first yesterday and when I have time I will watch the second. They're exactly as the confession of Jeff, that's cool!
            And don't worry for the late reply, if you want the notifications I think you need to go to the settings to turn them on.
            
            Btw you're so lucky to have a best friend since 6 years old! That's so beautiful! I always wanted a best friend but when I was a child my best friend died because of cancer. Then I moved on in another place and when I arrived I met a girl of 1 year younger than me and we were close, you know, we played all day, went to each other house but growing up she become cold and starts to go out with other people, saying to me she just was tired to go out ( AND OUR HOUSES DISTANCE IS LIKE 10 METERS!) Then three  years ago she started to make fun of me because I buy a pair of Nike shoes that everybody own ( I don't even know why she said that lol) And so I cut our "friendship"because I was tired to waiting and missing her. 
            I tried to hang out with other people but they all used me because I was too nice so they took advantage of that. So I'm  always at home, playing videogames, drawing, reading, writing fanfictions. (Fortunately I have a pair of school mates, the girls I told you, and I go out with them sometimes).
            But don't worry about that. 
            
            So, here we are, I finally finished the first chapter if you wanna check it out. Maybe a little creepy at the end 
            
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Crane_12

@just_a_f4ngirl AHH So so sorry for the late reply!!
            But same! I'm happy to find someone with the same obsession (and music taste ^^) as me! My best friend and I have been friends since we were 6 and grew up like sisters pretty much lol so we have a lot of the same interests and obsessions. It sucks that your friend isn't very interested :( at first I thought my friend wouldn't be interested either but she warmed up really fast lol.
            And you're very welcome for the movie recommendations :> I'm glad I could help.
            And last I checked both of the films I recommended were both on youtube, for free too ^^
            If you have trouble finding them, just let me know and I'll see if I can find them for you.
            
            Also, wow!! That's a very interesting theory, thanks for sharing it!
            To be honest, I wouldn't doubt it. The government is so twisted and have been feeding all of us many lies for so long.
            I've heard a theory from someone saying that they thought Jeff was mind controlled into confessing to the murders or something like that.
            But woah I never knew that about him reacting differently towards female journalists compared to attractive male journalists. :O you learn something new everyday haha!
            But yeah true, the victims' parents anger in interviews was pretty believable but ngl people act very good. I've heard so many theories about different school shootings and such and how they're staged and that the victim's parents and cops and all that are just actors.
            Who knows  but it would be wild asf if they all really were acting though, or if the police were lying to the victims parents!
            
            Also again im super sorry for the late reply! Wattpad doesn't give me notifications so I only see them if I happen to log on for the day hahah :'))
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Crane_12

Guess who kicked parvovirus' ass?  that's right, my puppy did!!
          Gigi is officially parvo free!! :DD we didn't need to hospitalize her after all, she did just fine without needing to be hooked to IVs and took all of her antibiotics at home :> she's been eating and drinking tons of water and even has the energy to jump off the furniture and play with her toys again! And thanks to anyone who shared the news around ^^ <3