TW: eating disorder?, suicidal thoughts, etc.
my mom calls me “picky” , im not though , i just dont know what i want, some nights i dont eat dinner cause of the fact i dont know what i want to eat. she threatened to tale everything away from me, my phone, etc. and force me to work on my homework in the dining room. she tells me “to stop being distracted so easily” i cant though, i tell her i cant and she tells me “yes you can you just arent trying to” or something . shes part of the reason y i wish i were dead. i want to be able to call somewhere else home.