Crazy_Killer05

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I think it's amazing how I can care so much about other people but to feel alone and uncared for all by myself. I sometimes get to the points that I have gotten so used to fake smiling that not a single person can tell that something I wrong. or sometimes everyone is to stuck up in their own world to notice that every day I'm breaking a little more till I'm gone completely. But it's okay I have survived fifteen almost sixteen years of this bullshit I can survive more years to come.

HeartKiller04

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@Crazy_Killer05 I'm not leaving... Just letting you know I ain't gonna be as open with anyone... For the simple fact idk how to... Yeah I'll still your friend and family and shit... But I'm gonna be different...
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Crazy_Killer05

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@HeartKiller04  I never said you were a fake smiling bitch I said i am Iwant to be frei d I want to go back to how we were I want to feel like family again I want to put up with your bullshit cuz that's what friends and family do they might take a fucking break once in a while if it get to be to much but then they will always come back to you. to help you to be there for you to let you see how great you are friends don't leave each other when things get tuff they stick together and stay together
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HeartKiller04

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@Crazy_Killer05 I knew you were going through shit... But guess what the world aint gotta deal with my shit... I'm sorry like everyone else I was just a problem or to you "fake smiling"... Yeah I throw on a fake smile just like you fucking do... I pray every day and me and my mom have worried for you and when you had to go out of no where me and my Mom where worried you were gonna do something because I was open with her and told her what you been through... Because I knew she'd understand you more... I'm sorry I was a "fake smiling" bitch... But sometimes I gotta fake smile just to survive my hell now... I'm sorry... That's all I can do it be sorry... You aint the only one going sixteen years of bullshit... I fucking had no friends there when I tuned 16... But whatever anyways imma keep praying God is watching over you and I promise that you dont have to put up with me anymore... One less person to fake smile and to "dont see what's wrong" because you know me... I care for you and have always been praying that and reaching out... If you want me here then say so but I dont think I should... People are right... I am toxic huh? Funny
          	  Love you girl...
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You have been chosen to be showered with love! So enjoy❤️
          
          Now post this to everyone's wall, who you think deserves all the love in the world.
          
          If you get:
          
          1 back. You're loved
          
          2 back- You're popular
          
          3 back- You're one of the most lovable persons out here
          
          9 back- Wow, I'm jealous
          
          Don't break this chain unless you want to break someones ❤️❤️
          
          - (idk when your going to see this but) You're amazing and deserve to be happy Keep it up and put your self first)❤️
          
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Crazy_Killer05

this message may be offensive 
I think it's amazing how I can care so much about other people but to feel alone and uncared for all by myself. I sometimes get to the points that I have gotten so used to fake smiling that not a single person can tell that something I wrong. or sometimes everyone is to stuck up in their own world to notice that every day I'm breaking a little more till I'm gone completely. But it's okay I have survived fifteen almost sixteen years of this bullshit I can survive more years to come.

HeartKiller04

this message may be offensive 
@Crazy_Killer05 I'm not leaving... Just letting you know I ain't gonna be as open with anyone... For the simple fact idk how to... Yeah I'll still your friend and family and shit... But I'm gonna be different...
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Crazy_Killer05

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@HeartKiller04  I never said you were a fake smiling bitch I said i am Iwant to be frei d I want to go back to how we were I want to feel like family again I want to put up with your bullshit cuz that's what friends and family do they might take a fucking break once in a while if it get to be to much but then they will always come back to you. to help you to be there for you to let you see how great you are friends don't leave each other when things get tuff they stick together and stay together
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HeartKiller04

this message may be offensive 
@Crazy_Killer05 I knew you were going through shit... But guess what the world aint gotta deal with my shit... I'm sorry like everyone else I was just a problem or to you "fake smiling"... Yeah I throw on a fake smile just like you fucking do... I pray every day and me and my mom have worried for you and when you had to go out of no where me and my Mom where worried you were gonna do something because I was open with her and told her what you been through... Because I knew she'd understand you more... I'm sorry I was a "fake smiling" bitch... But sometimes I gotta fake smile just to survive my hell now... I'm sorry... That's all I can do it be sorry... You aint the only one going sixteen years of bullshit... I fucking had no friends there when I tuned 16... But whatever anyways imma keep praying God is watching over you and I promise that you dont have to put up with me anymore... One less person to fake smile and to "dont see what's wrong" because you know me... I care for you and have always been praying that and reaching out... If you want me here then say so but I dont think I should... People are right... I am toxic huh? Funny
            Love you girl...
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