Yo, uhhh... I just wanna say that... no matter what happen to you, bad things in real life or any other things that made you wanna give up life... Let me tell you, your friends here love you so much, including me. And literally EVERYONE will gets panic attack when you consider about "giving up". So please... If you EVER need help, let us know. We all will gladly help you.
Stay strong and positive, Clara! <3