Wow…. It’s been so incredibly long.
The last time I touched this account I was in high school. I was depressed and overall not in a good spot. I attempted suic*de which resulted in my parents taking away my friends, my phone, and everything else in between.
It took a long time for things to get better. Hell some days are still worse for wear.
But I’m still here.
I have a husband and a beautiful son now.
I’ve moved away from my parents, made new friends and finally came out as nonbinary. I’m not the same person anymore.
I’m heartbroken by seeing the amount of inactive accounts of those I used to follow. I can only hope that they’ve been well. A lot of us weren’t doing okay mentally as we spoke on here through the years. However I made it through most of my horrible years because of you guys. Because of writing cringy fanfics to escape, getting to share our ideas, and being together from all over the world.
Thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart.
I don’t know if I’ll continue writing, I’m not sure if anyone is still reading fanfics on Wattpad these days. I’ll think about it!
-Col
