Sincerely, Me

New...collection. Kind of deep. Sorry about some language. Could be good, could be not, guess we will find out.

"Fearlessness is within a subject who is untouched by the proper happiness and dragged down by the hurt and pain."
          It takes a lot to be fearless about feelings.
          
          "Fearlessness is within a subject where hurt and pain are constant and yet they will to find proper happiness is the drive."
          It pays off to be fearless though the pain of lost love.
          
          A friend told me once that they can't sleep without holding someone...I wanted to tell them that I want to be that someone. I made a thing and sent it to them without my name attached..."To be in your arms so you can sleep...it could be a dream come true without you realizing that I think I am in love with you"
          Then I sent them "Saw you yesterday...saw you today...want to see you tomorrow...and everyday after that...who knew I was projecting from you..."
          
          I can't keep talking to them and another person without betraying my heart, so I have been withdrawing from the other and I am trying to get them to see that I made the things I sent to them and I want to be theirs and I want them to be mine...forever.

So I have been officially placed in a funk. I accidently got triggered for some bad things, and then by choice I finished the story so far, and now I just want to sleep. I have no inspiration for writing or reading. I am even seeing what looks like bruises where I have none.  
          If any of y'all have any ideas to help me out of this deep pit, let me know. I really need some help...I am kind of really scared of what's happening to me...

People :)
          So I have my friend reading my one completed book and I think she is right. I might be either rewriting it or adding a prologue to it for background information. I probably will end up writing an epilogue and have someone edit it for spelling and grammar.

Hey Sweets! 
          I got 'That Unexpected Summer' 
          Its finished finally!!!!!! I will be working on my other story throughout the days and hopefully I will get that up faster than I have been.

Hey sweet people!!
          I have got some things going and I am super sorry I haven't updates. I promise I will soon! I love you all and thank you for reading my stories. 
          "That Unexpected Summer" will be finished first, which I hope to get done within the next two weeks, and I will definitely find the notebook I have "Falling For the Bad Boy" within the next few days and I will get writing so I can get it all up as well.
          You are all awesome!

hey guys! 
          so I finally found my notebooks with both of my stories. I am going to focus on finishing up 'That Unexpected Summer' before I work on 'Falling For the Bad Boy'. I also got a laptop recently, so I plan on finishing those up sooner than I have been going at it haha
          anyway, thanks for hanging in there with me and being awesome1

tired...of all of the crap, all of the drama, and all of the rumors. im just so done...