CreatorCake

Guys I Decided to Restart the Other Stories(Except the Curses of the Foxes) I made and Decided to Make a new One a Better one cause there cringe so What do you say guys are you okay with it?

CreatorCake

Hi Guys 
          
          
          
          
          (WARNING⚠️: VENT AND SU!C1D@L THOUGHTS)
          
          
          
          
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          Do I Deserve to Be My Parents Daughter? No...
          I regret Being Their Daughter Am sorry Mom and Dad Pls Forgive Me That am Not a Perfect Daughter Idk Why My Mom call me an Angel...That's a LIE LIAR LIAR! IF AM AN ANGEL I WOULDN'T HAVE A UGLY ATTITUDE OF MINE!!!! AND A PERFECT PURE ANGEL AND GOOD!!!! ARE YOU SERIOUS OR ARE YOU JUST GONNA LIE ME!!!....
          
          
          
          
          YEAH SURE DAD I LOOK LIKE MY COUSIN WHO DOESN'T CARE AT HER OWN FAMILY WHILE ME IM REALLY AFRAID BEING ABANDONED!!!! OH YEAH MY ATTITUDE OFC WHY WOULD YOU EXPLAIN YOURSELF AND LOOK AT THE MIRROR WHY I HAVE AN UGLY ATTITUDE!! ITS FROM YOU!!! YOU ITS ALL YOUR FAULT!!! LOOK AT YOURSELF!!!
          
          
          
          
          ARE YOU SERIOUS IN MY GRANDMA'S BIRTHDAY TODAY!? HUH!? YOU OFFER ME TO SING AND I SAID “NO I DONT LIKE SINGING”
          YOU WANT MY TEETH TO PLUG OUT OHHH DO IT I HATE YOU(EVEN THO YOU HAVE A TRAUMA OF IT)I WANT TO NOT EXIST ANYWAY....I DESERVE NOTHING BUT A EMPTY DARKNESS AROUND ME I HOPE YOU DON'T MISS ME!!!  WHY I DIDN'T LISTEN TK MY MOM'S ADVISE AM SO STUPID I COULD JUST $T@B MYSELF!!!! Am sorry Mom for being your Horrible Daughter Am very sorry for being emotional... I wish I don't have an emotions. CRYING IS STUPID, USELESS AND NOTHING!!!
          
          
          
          I guess Am An Horrible Person DO YOU GUYS ACCEPT ME? ik your gonna say “No” cause I have an ugly Attitude I may be nice but I have a Horrible Attitude.....If you say “Yes” You Better Give me a Reason Why you said “Yes” I have Trust Issues you Know?
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          So...How was your Day? :D

CreatorCake

@CreatorCake Thank you so Much :) I wish I was A Robot With No Emotions. I think Emotions Are stupid....like if am Happy too Much it makes Worse If am Sad It Makes things Worser....If am Mad It Makes Things Worser and Worser....
            
            
            
            
            Stupid Reality...Stupid Life Choices there Both are Sh!tty It's Fake... i would Never fall for that... am Not Dumb.... Wish I could say “yes” Everything.. even tho I don't want too...
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BlobbyblopSUKI121214

@CreatorCake   (Warning sh)
            
            ngl My week has been crappy... And it spilled into today so not doing too well... I don't know you that well but I know where you are coming from.
            For the past 3 or 4 years it's been a living hell for me... to the point where I broke and hurt myself. At times I wish I didn't have emotions...that I didn't exist... that I could run away.... I know exactly how it feels.
            
            
            My parents are divorced. At times my grandma is disgusted of me. I don't even think my cousins like me either. 
            
            I wish I could do better, but My ADHD and anxiety gets in the way... And I feel everybody blames it on me.
            
            People won't leave me alone
            
            
            People threatened me...
            
            
            
            I felt like I was useless...
            That I was in the wrong...
            
            
            
            Look. No matter who people think you are or who people expect you to be... You make who you are. You aren't a disappointment. You aren't horrible. You are trying and that's what matters. 
            
            SO YES, I DO ACCEPT YOU!
            
            If people don't accept you forget them. it's about how you are going to be better for you. Find people who do accept you and are willing to help you up.
            
            I know I'm willing. so... I'm one of those people.
            
            You Aren't alone
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