I just realized what i still had on my message board and deleted them. I had post talking about my bf who is now ex. He is not the one i got engaged to. The new one was last year that i started talking to and dating. The ex was a toxic guy and i stayed with him much longer than i should’ve because i was naïve. This man is so much better, if there were words to describe my fiancé better than the cliché I would. I love this man with every fiber of my being and he treats me the way I should be, that sounds cocky hahah. This is truly love by the way my mother describes the way love feels, she had been with my dad since she was 18 she is in her 30s now. Sorry I ranted here, but this is really where i can and people understand me. Im getting a job soon so really the best i can do now is reply when i can and chat. Sorry guys, but i hope y’all are understanding.