Rant:
There was this really cute girl. She was taking our school’s photos. She had long black hair with blue highlights. She was wearing all black. I think it was jeans and some kind of shirt that was tucked in. And when she took photos she would extend herself because she was too tall to be at the camera’s height.
I was in line like any normal person, waiting to get my photo taken. I heard footsteps behind me, so I looked over. Students were walking towards the other photographer. I looked at who it was, and there she was. Beautiful.. I immediately felt myself smile and I turned away. There were two people behind me and three in front. She got done with the others photos fast, and I had two people in front of me. She went over to us and I knew she was going to tell some of us to come over. I was hoping that she would call me over. She didn’t. I had sighed and turned to a wall, knowing she would never think anything of me. I ended up looking over again. I wanted to talk to her. She extended herself again to take the second person’s photo. I felt my face heat up, touching it slightly with my fingers. I was really red. Now there was no one in front of me, and the person that had once stood in front of me was fixing herself. I looked over at her, and saw that she was taking someone’s photo. She was done and headed over to some other people. They probably got to talk to her. I glanced at the person getting their photo taken, then looked back over to her. She asked me to come over. I smiled under my mask, face redder than a tomato. I was going to ask if she listened to Girl in Red. That’s how we identify the others. Although I wasn’t lesbian I knew how to “check”. She asked me what my name was, and I stuttered out my name. Her voice was so sweet.. I kept my mask on during the photo, too embarrassed to take it off. Anyways I left. I sat for thirty minutes scolding myself for not asking her the question.
I’m over it now.. but still I would’ve dated her if she wanted to-