I'm feel older than I really am with everything I have seen and been through. If there is one thing I have learned is that life never gives you what you want without a fight. If you want something you better plan on fighting tooth and nail to get it. We all have dreams but how many of those dreams actually come to fruition? They are few and far between. There is also something else I have learned... we humans are fickle creatures. We are never complety happy. We will always want what we don't have we will always need something more. And in that is our undoing we create our own destruction.