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What kind of guy ghosts you and gives you lovey eyes in the hallway and proceeds to give you the worst dilemma of your life. 
          RAHH I WANNA TAKE HIM TO COURT SUE HIM IN GUISE . BUT NOT SUE JUST TRICK HIM WITH MARITAL PAPERS. 
          Ok I've liked this guy for 5 months. 
          I've tried getting over him cause in December i sent him a confession I KNOW HE READ. 
          He ghosted. But whenever i got with someone else who i had feelings for but ended leaving them. Cause i liked him more and because id be with them holding hands in the hallways and he would give me this look in the hallways that drives me insane. Like lovey eyes. Or eyes that carry a sense of longing. Every so often and he'd be looking at me. 
          And now its Feb and it happened again the feeling of time pausing as we make eye contact K DRAMA TYPE SHII 
          And. 
          I need advice im trying to work up the courage to talk to him during lunch. Because i need to talk to him everyone is telling me to talk to him and i just need to courage to do it. 
          Im just so scared and when im around him ugh i feel the way my body reacts. Like i react physically around him. NOT IN A WEIRD WAY. but i feel it yk. 5 MONTHS I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON THIS GUY. And I've known him for a few years as an aquaintance so it's not like im new to him. 
          Please what would you do in my shoes. 
          I need some outer perspective on this-

Do you know if there are any Scum Villains Self-Saving System fanfics(You started this lol)

The crashout is so crazy.

Next phase in life: Lana Del Ray addiction. 
          We going to be living the Lana Del Ray life now. 
          All over a heartbreak. let's go people. 
          Lana Del Ray themed depression era. yuhhh

*salute*
          Goodbye girly. You will be missed

not me pining for a guy who probably thinks I'm a weirdo and who I've liked for the past 2 months. and have barely spoken to him but have watched from afar and just observed and omfg he's perfect and I want him to like me but like I never talk to him cause I'm so fucking awkward and I need a therapist my guy this boy if he ever touches I will scream with and without the s my guy. ughhhhhhhhhhh I want to be in a relationship with him but he's one of those rich somewhat popular kids and I'm just a gay emo in the corner of the classroom. i have literally no chance but I'm gonna try anyways cause Im down bad my dudes. 
          
          salute me warriors.

I plan on revising the following stories sometime in the future 
          
          ~ What if I don't want to - Kazuscara
          ~Just my Toy - Kazuscara 
          ~ I love you..  - Kaebedo 
          
          maybe a couple other old ones too but these are for sure top of my list. 
          These will be revised, might add some things and details or side eps. i've reread some and just cringed. so yea expect a big difference especially to the neatness of these.

Working on "My planet" Part - 2 I'm not leaving it on a cliff hanger dw-

Have you ever looked at someone, whether at work, school, public, etc., and wanna tell them. Stop being such a piss baby and just walk away.
          My guy cut that hoe out your life, 
          mf go take a shower 
          if that person is toxic. CUT EM OUT. 
          They using you for your money but you love them, mf they don't love you. Cut em out.
          Sucks to hear it but it is what is it. 
          Take care of yourself and have priorities.

I just stared at the word "sometime" and questioned if it was a word and wondered if I was even spelling some correctly. my world is crashing around me.