CrispyChickenArmeen

I’m listening to Xdinary Heroes new album and omg their songs “Good Enough” and “Dear H.” are so good

CrispyChickenArmeen

I was eating ice cream and my sister told me I was gonna become a fat pig if I kept doing that. Then my mom came out and said “she’s right ya know” and then my step dad agreed. I was finally getting comfortable with food again and the amount I eat. Now I feel awful about myself, couldn’t even finish the ice cream, wanna vomit cause I feel like I overate, and I’m in my bathroom crying.
          
          The worst part is I’m not even overweight. Im literally a healthy weight for my age/height.

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@CrispyChickenArmeen If you’re gonna vomit, make it count. They’ll be the target.
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My mom started randomly rubbing my sisters back while she was doing the dishes so she did a weird uncomfortable reflex cause it was unexpected and asked her stop (cause ya know she’s doing the dishes). Anyways my mom started crying cause “my children don’t even want me to touch them”. Now I feel bad because she genuinely doesn’t understand that I don’t want to be touched AT ALL or by anyone and it’s not cause I don’t love her. But since touch is her love language she refuses to even try and understand and it’s so infuriating because I understand how she feels and how she is misinterpreting my feelings but she won’t even try to listen to me when I try to explain it so she can understand. I literally have no idea what to do to get her to understand without hurting her feelings.

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Also I was at a water park and they had one of those pirate ship water playgrounds for kids and I read the rules on it (turns out normal people don’t always read the rule things at places but anyway) it didnt have a maximum age limit so I went to go play on it and I was so happy (cause I’m a kid at heart) and then they kicked me out and that upset me so much I left. I wasn’t even doing anything either, like I wasn’t going up to random kids or nothing bad I was just minding my business and going down the slides.

CrispyChickenArmeen

I hate how my mom gets mad at me cause I don’t like her touching/hugging me when I’m upset. Like babes we’ve already spoken about this, touch is your love language not mine. Touch makes me uncomfortable so stop getting upset because I have boundaries. Like stop taking it personally, if you rly want to comfort me then try a different approach then and stop getting mad at me.