CrookedMath

Looking Up to Magical Girls... Read it. Just do it. It's fun yuri. Also, Yaoi Research Club. Read it. Just do it. That's all...
          
          I need sleep. Can someone divulge the secret to a good night's sleep? I'll let you pet my Pomeranian. 

I'm done with that monstrosity of a series on AO3. 

I have been living on a total of 6 hours of sleep for the past three days. Someone tell me the secret to solid sleep. 

I bought a lot of red paint and black canvases. My hands are going to be so dirty with unbridled rage. 

Ok, so much for switching to DeviantArt. Apparently they have blasphemy and obscenity laws over there, which basically means half the crap I plan to post and already have posted *here* won't fly *there*, and don't get me started on what I have on the Archive. So, I guess at some point in the future, some weird, not quite erotic stuff will show up here. It's not for the faint of heart. Canada, you get a cookie.
          
          I forgot to sleep again. 

Because I seldom lurk around this place, let alone post anything here, I'm considering closing my account and switching everything over to my DeviantArt account. I haven't made a definitive decision yet. I need to find out what I can get away with first. Obviously, there are certain stories that I can't post here without getting flagged for breaching the TOS and having my account suspended or terminated against my will. Furthermore, I write erotica, and sometimes there are situations that are unpleasant or can be misconstrued as pornography due to the personality traits of a particular character and/or the context of the scene involving said character. Sometimes, scenes can be outright brutal. I am not glorifying anything, nor am I attempting to teach a lesson. There are no morals to the story, only within the story between the characters themselves. 
          
          The main reason I'm considering closing the account is so I can consolidate my writing and art in one place. I've had the DeviantArt account longer than this one, but I didn't feel like associating my art and writing at the time of opening that account. With that being said, I don't intend to self edit or censor my work to fit the arbitrary standards of a website. I post what I know I can get away with; unaltered, uncensored, no holds barred. If I am equally as restricted there as I am here, I may consider other options. I haven't decided, and quite frankly, I don't have time. I have other, more important priorities. Since my father's death, I stopped caring about tedious things and have decided to simplify my life to the best of my ability. It's easier to have control when unnecessary things/feelings/thoughts are purged from oneself, thus freeing one to single-mindedly pursue what they love. Nightmares are real. It's the dreams that you have to worry about. 

I don't remember the last time I had any decent sleep. I envy those who can virtually sleep on command. What is your secret? 

Yeah, so it seems my Castlevania fic is too graphic for this place. It's not my fault that a certain character got what they deserved in the way that they did. I really like Hector too much for my own good. Oh well, who cares. It's not the end of the world.
          July 13 shouldn't exist. 

I finally finished the manuscript for Unnecessary Secrets and have started to upload again. Yay! In between uploads, I'm busy working on a composite novel and somehow managed to crap out a very erotic Castlevania fic. I like Hector too much for my own good. If you look carefully you can catch a glimpse of the goods when Lenore beats him up in his prison cell in season 3. My lingerie'collection is superior to hers. That is all. *Drops mic*

On a lighter note, I'm almost finished with the manuscript for Unnecessary Secrets and will be uploading soon on AO3 after a rather long hiatus. As I mentioned, I have been dealing with the implications that come with the death of my father, so I wasn't in the best frame of mind to focus on fanfic of any sort. I'll probably start uploading again next month if anyone is remotely interested. Same username here and there. Damn, I have lost too much sleep. I just resurrected seven stories, six of which are for my composite novel, from the dead and have been working on them non stop for days. When is Victoria's Secret going to have another sale?