Crup_17

New story update! Please do give a read and vote :) 
          	Have a nice day!
          	
          	https://www.wattpad.com/story/286892200

ihatethe_world

@Crup_16 interesting story!! when's the nxt update??
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Crup_17

I feel overly unmotivated to write or do anything. Even if I do want to write, all my thoughts and ideas go away as soon as I sit down to write. I planned out four stories; beginning to end but feeling unmotivated my fingers freeze right above these keys. 
          
          My mind is my own enemy, it never cooperates with me. All my efforts keep going in vain as a mess of unwanted thoughts fill this mind of mine. 
          
          I know life can be stressful, but isn't that what makes us feel alive? All the pain, the happiness, the emotions that light up our faces when we feel. 
          
          I don't understand why but I find writing my emotions down way more comfortable than speaking my thoughts to someone else. 
          
          When I felt too down, writing and music helped me know myself better than anyone else. 
          
          Everyone surely leaves us in the end, but I'll do my best to make sure the memories they leave behind are good ones. I'll try my best to move on 'cause life goes on even without those who leave us. 
          
          Holding a big smile on my face, waving my hand at them; I will move on. I will work hard make sure I don't have any regrets in the end. I will work hard just to take a good rest and start again. 
          
          Because so is life, challenging and adventurous.

kuromixp

@Crup_16 there is a vast difference between between being alive and living, one pushed us away yet one brings ourselves tigether.
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Gargi89

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Crup_17

I will be keeping 'Pain and Love' on hiatus as I need to study. 
          I may be, updating again after May or something like that, I apologise before hand for it. 
          Thank you for reading, voting and supporting me, it means a lot. 
          I will be inactive here for awhile.

ihatethe_world

@Starry_night_15 good luck 4 studying!!
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Crup_17

My brain's not functioning properly. I feel too tired to deal with anything at the moment, it feels like the earth's crust might tear apart any moment. 
          I had a few questions that popped into my mind today, 'Why do I have to live? If I'm going to die someday, why work really hard to achieve something that I won't be able to take with me?' 
          I think anxiety is going to be the end of me.. 
          Anyways, Happy New Year!

larra_pixion

@IcicleLovesTae you are my new inspiration!!!!
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Crup_17

@IcicleLovesTae So true, thank you!
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IcicleCrest

@Starry_night_15 Exactly that's why we work so hard... because we got a really short life and we really don't know if there's anything after that life ends. Just so that we'll be able to experience everything we want to experience. Just so that we'll go to every place we could go in this span of life.
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Crup_17

Will be updating on 'Pain and Love' soon!

Crup_17

@ihatethe_world ..if I tell you, would it be called a surprise?
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ihatethe_world

@Milk_choco_05 too sad.. r u going to kill some character??
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Crup_17

@ihatethe_world You did? How was it?
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