~^^True Diva ^^~

Ughahgabuhoaia I really wanna do sm that is inspired by when Hyuna was like “Luka, live with love” (yes, just that speech) but idk what ship to dooo (it has to be straight because it’s Luka and Hyuna based and Yaba daba doo)

I got bit by a cat that goes around the neighborhood and it hurts 

I want to vent to people but I can’t find a way to ask
          I feel bad asking tooooooooooo

Im sorry that i dont reply much anymore. At points I want to reply but I just can’t get the energy to. I’ll try to actually respond to stuff and write stuff again!!! <3
          
          Also song of the day again (kinda directed to Gigi ig??):
          
          My brother told me
          That he's gonna
          Kill himself tonight
          With a whole bottle of Prozac
          Or a shiny kitchen knife
          He said that when he's dead
          I'll have his Nintendo 64
          And I can play it all-night long
          Sitting on the basement floor
          ————-
          Love yall! Stay safe
          <3

Playing DDLC for the first time and sayori is making me SOB
          I relate to her somehow

Guys Whats a random fear you have?
          Im terrified of glass snow globes cuz I dropped one on my face once and that shit HURTTT

One day clean 
          Im sorry I know I promised I wouldn’t but a bunch of stuff happened and yea
          Im sorry 

Roblox why do you make a most STUPID updates brooo
          
          I have a friend of 2 or 3 years (I low-key kinda have a crush on her now) and she moved away last year. I havent seen her irl and the only way we could talk was through Roblox. But now that the stupid age verification thing rolled out we can’t talk anymore. I even have a account that has 9-12 (ITS LITERALLY THE ACCOUNT I HAVE ALL MY DANDYS WORLD STUFF ON AND IT THINKS IM 9- IM NOT A NINE YEAR OLD) and a 13-15 thingy. Because I can’t talk to her irl I don’t know which age group she’s in. I feel really bad because she would vent to me and now I’m worried she has nobody to vent to. I mean she stopped doing it a few months ago but im just really worried. I know she probably has new friends that can help her but im really worried ABIGAGAHUVAUVGYA
          Im also really worried about my whole family in general. I have no idea why but I feel like they all just hate me or sm. I’ll say it more in detail in the vent book. 
          
          But hey, 6 days clean ig

AUGHJHGAHGLJAYUFOAVKGAFY NOBODY TOLD ME HOW SAD THE FOURTH HEARTSTOPPER BOOK WAS GONNA BEEEEEEEE
          I COULDNT STOP CRYING 
          IVE NEVER CRIED OVER A BOOK THIS MUCH
          (Heh this was a Charlie kinnie win tho)
          Auikafyhkfayumggagjhfahjk bfauyija

Vent because I’m to tired to go to the book lol:
          
          
          So today I was doing good until lunch time. I was feeling fine and I was joking until my friends said that they were doing charades and my one friend Daph was doing like a round motion starting at her chest and down to the end of her stomach. My other friend Char was like “Oh is that *insert my name*???” Implying I was built like a fucking egg. They all laughed about it and apologized. I laughed at it too but I realized that they all thought I was like 500 million pounds. I already made my one friend mad yesterday and this is too much. Also my one friend Lily (she wasn’t apart of the things I said) is hanging out with other people which thats okay! But she is ignoring me . I took a shower and just cried, punched my legs a bunch, listened to ALNST, and actually washed my hair. Im still feeling terrible about my body but I’m not crying anymore. Also forgot but I was crying while getting changed and my dad opened the door like really slowly (I was yelling I was getting changed but he still opened the door) but when he realized I was in fact getting changed he closed the door and asked where Gigi was. Oof man.
          Anygays little kids are so funni vroooooo
          <3