The side of did/osdd the most don't see:
Tw.
- Being f-ke claimed and told we're not real.
- Seeing someone in the system hurting and not being able to do s--t for them.
- Confusion, headaches, etc.
- Waking up and seeing/feeling things you didnt do and hearing Lily say "Jessica got f-ke claimed and couldn't handle it, she h-rt the body", or, "Sam was told she's a horrible protector, it got to her so bad she h-rt herself", or, "Grace is hurting because of the p-rents. She broke her almost 2 months clean".
What you see:
- "oh hey can I meet Lily?" 'Oh sure, one sec' "Hey, I'm Lily".
- Perfectly fine.
You don't f'ing get it. It's so darn hard! Jessica is practically terrified of guys and discord and I cant f'ing do a thing for her! You think did/osdd is "interesting" and yeah, it is. But you don't get how painful it also is. You think we can handle anything you do. But we've already been tr--matized, and now it keeps getting worse. And unlike friends, we can't do anything to help each other!
- A very pained Paytin