Hey everyone! I'm CrystalCoon, a weird, ,crazy, fan girl, who loves to ship,and goes through depression. Some days I feel like I just want to be alone,and go somewhere nice,dark,and quiet. Is it wrong to feel like you don't have any friends,but you know you do? Sorry... I'm just a very lonely person. Sure I yell a lot,get angry a lot,ask weird questions,apologize easily, and ruin people's lives and probably relationships too,but I don't mean it. It comes to that point in your life when you try to change yourself,but you end up failing,or people don't recognize you. I try so hard every single day not to cry,cause when you've been holding in tears for the longest of times,you cry and you can't stop crying,you try so hard to control it,but you can't.....it just comes bursting out like when you over fill a cup of water it just over flows....you can't control it. I don't even know why I have depression,my life seems completely normal, but maybe it's just how I see myself against other people. I see other girls, happy,and living out the hopes,while I'm over here angry and depressed, slowly wasting my life away. I literally asked a person how do you stay happy all the time and they said "life is too short to be angry" but you know what... I kinda love my life❤️