Crying

Oh and also forgive me for procrastinating on my fanfics I'm almost done with Nightmare X Cross but I'm too lazy with quarantine, speaking of how is everyone?

You guys know feeling of like "Oh I can read or look at this I'm past the trauma!" But then you look or read it and trauma hits you like a truck that it makes your stomach hurt and the tears refuse to fall? Yeah... How does one get RID of the feeling? I tried doing my usual coping mechanism which is distracting myself but... That didn't work...

So due to something that's happening on a channel on YouTube I need a break to calm down because I can't think about anything other than that channel and I'm so sorry but it makes me sad and then my anxiety has toppled over that sadness so I'm trying to focus a bit on my mental state so I don't do anything I'll regret, I hope you guys understand and I'll try to update my stories Thank You for waiting for so long but I'm gonna need you to wait again I hope you guys have a great Day/afternoon/night. Goodbye!

don't make me throw my meatloaf...

Sorry for not posting much for my stories I'm starting to lose motivation and becoming slightly lazy and I don't know what to write for one of the stories(Nightmare X Cross), and I don't wanna work more on my other story (Her Horrible Past) because I don't want it to seem like I care about writing that story (Her Horrible Past) more then my first story (Nightmare X Cross) so I never believed that i would say this but I'm procastinating, and I'm putting both of the stories on a temporary hold til I get back into writing and before I do I'll post 1 more chapters for both the stories then it will be on hold, I'm sorry for doing this but I'll get going, Goodbye!
                                     -Ember

So I wanted to say something it's going to be really difficult to post so I will try to edit both Nightmare X Cross and Her Horrible Past during the weekend but it will take some time because I'm planning on (trying) to post 2 chapters at a time and I wanna make the chapters some what long and It will also take some time because I'm moving rooms so the room I'm in now will no longer be mine anyways I would need to help my mom move my room well I share one with her so me, my mom, my sister, and my grandma are moving rooms and I need to help so yeah anyways this is getting long I need to go 
          BYE!!

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Thx for the follow! :3

Should I make a story please tell me
          (If yes give me advice)(If no then..ok)
          (If maybe when should I do it?)
             Tell me