I can’t think, I can’t sleep, I can’t focus not knowing if your ok. It’s sad to know that at any point I can lose you and I would never know because the only way we communicate is on here and if you never reply I will never know. I just hope that your safe and alive and I’ll pray that I’ll hear from you soon. I might be exaggerating but I really don’t want to lose you. You mean everything to me. I love you so so much josh. Please be safe ❤️