sorry, i feel unmotivated to write anything. i grew out of babtqftim. i still enjoy writing and i definitely still love drawing oh so very much. school has been a pain in the ass, as always. but somehow i feel happier. i made new friends and i'm genuinely enjoying myself. i never thought i could love myself and my imperfections but i'm happy to say that i have achieved that goal. i just grew out of the stories i wrote about during the summer. i mean i'm still a dorky kid at heart of course but i developed more "professional" writing skills. but i remember writing these silly characters in wacky situations. sometimes in really dark prompts but i had a blast writing them. i remember the excitement i got when someone commented they couldn't wait for the next chapter. or getting a notification of my many friend's art books. wattpad was my escape from everything. i finally felt i belonged. but now i feel belonged outside of wattpad and youtube. i need to spread my wings. i'm sorry for ghosting for several months without notice but this is my official goodbye. i need to focus on my studies, sports, hobbies, and family. thank you for a wonderful summer filled with love and support. thank you for making me feel loved and belonged. y'all impacted my life greatly and forever in your debt. thank you
forever and always,
cupheadwink :')
